#4) valorant...it calls to me..
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apocalypticdemon · 2 months ago
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hmm. spiraling. fun.
#i live in a very sad state of 'never allowing myself to hope for or get excited for anything-'#'-because i will only be disappointed.'#every goddamn time i get my hopes up i get kicked in the teeth. so i don't let myself do it.#this is the first time in. at least 3-4 years i actually *hoped* for something.#and it's triggering all of my everything as the dream of being able to label what's going on and ask for help crumbles to dust in my hands.#as it has every other goddamn time before.#i am not allowed to hope for things. nothing good ever comes of it.#plus now I'm having like. stolen valor bullshit.#for finding words and approaches and experiences relatable and useful.#'hey i actually feel like calling my long-term interests something other than 'obsessions' helpful'#like it now feels illegal to relate to the adhd/autistic experience bc this test deemed me ineligible.#even if relating to those experiences has been helpful. this whole experience has validated the goblin that lives in my brain#that tells me i AM an impostor and don't deserve to be in any of those spaces.#it's validated the voice that says that i'm a fraud and a liar and a con for finding ways to describe my life useful#because i don't have a piece of paper. because my psych decided that the mild anxiety i have is the explanation.#'no the fact that you barely function outside of school is just anxiety. you might have some sensory issues hut we can't help with that.'#'have you tried therapy?' as if i haven't been in therapy for almost 7 years. as if my therapist didnt REFER ME.#idk. i'm sad. i'm no closer to answers. i feel like i haven't been listened to.#i am in a lot of pain trying to function most of the time and it feels like i should just resign myself to it.#nobody will listen. this is the second time ive had something written off as anxiety. the fact that I'm in distress doesn't matter.#i'm just destined to be in pain without help. and then one day I'll die.#(I'm not like. suicidal. i just. feel like nobody will help and I'll just be Mystery Distressed as my social anxiety never improves.#despite therapy.)#idk. I'm sad and im angry and i feel like a liar and a fraud for even daring to think i knew how my brain worked.#every nd person I'm close to was surprised by this. i just feel empty and worthless.#sorry. venting. i'm sad. as the post said. spiraling.
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wizardnuke · 1 year ago
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crouched on the floor eating my sandwich like a maniac
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caleignii · 19 days ago
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Gamer!Caleb/Fan!Reader
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mentions of: smut, fingering, pussy eating lol, p in v, possessive behavior, creampie, jealousy, cumming, breeding, masturbation, rough sex, orgasm, praising kink, sexual overstimulation, caleb is totally a pervert.
summary: as he came to your coffee shop one day, you never thought that you'll meet your favorite streamer caleb?!
a/n: LOLOLOL, OMG HAPPY JUNELEBBB. I've been lazy for almost twoo weeks WHAAAT??? UGHH idek what to do neext. This one is my longest fic so faarr so have fun readingg! Might post the part two of PossessiveMechanic!Caleb tomorrow lolll, stay tuned!!!
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A soft ding was heard on your phone.
As you are currently in the kitchen looking for some snacks, you turned to check your phone. A “Mid night stream since y'all fav streamer had been busy from Cappleb” was shown on the notifications not long ago.
Since your favorite streamer, Caleb, or should we call him Cappleb, hasn't been online for nearly four days, you're thrilled and your excitement is visible on your face.
Before you knew his page, you were busy scrolling into Chrome, when the phone suddenly jumped on your hands landing towards your face.
His adorable face, which nearly looked like a puppy due to his eyes, was what drew your attention when you unintentionally clicked on a few tabs and found his page.
At first, you enjoyed watching him stream about his gaming activities. It was clear that he loved airplanes so much that he occasionally even makes replicas of little aircraft instead of his usual gaming streams. Some airplanes on a shelf that can be seen in his background were precisely aligned and appeared to have been well-maintained.
After you become comfy with him, as you haven't missed any of his streams, you began interacting with him in his comments by asking, "How are uuuuu??” or occasionally making remarks about how accurate and skilled he is when playing Valorant.
Feeling flustered when he notices your little comment, “Doin' pretty well angel, how 'boutcha?”
After awhile, you came to the position of one of his most top fans, and a badge next to your name that notifies him anytime you sign up for his streams. Sometimes if your wallet is feeling a bit too full, you'd send him some stars to fund his streams.
cutiaples [Top Fan 🍎]: sent 1000 stars! ⭐⭐⭐
“WHAT IN THE HOLY GYAAAAT! That's a lottt.” he stopped in his game to look in the comments.
cutiaples [Top Fan 🍎]: you've been playing nonstop for 4 hours, thought this would make u smile cute boy ;3
“Wait-wait-wait, my mind's still processing... Thank you so much baby!!!” you were stunned when he called you baby, blood immediately rising to your cheeks.
The look on his face is everything, slightly widened eyes, corner of his lips turning upwards, and the way he giggles. It made you feel like your stomach was moving around.
Right now, when you clicked on the notifications that directed you to his stream, you saw him wearing a black sweatshirt that fits him perfectly and headphones resting around his neck. You observed him as he is presently working on finishing his desktop so that his game may be seen.
You can't help but be impressed by his features, including his fluffy hair, the way his brows move unintentionally, and the way his Adams apple rises and falls with each swallow. The fact that he looks so good without even trying makes you blush.
The whole time you just watch him playing some silly game, laughing off when he does something funny.
Saying farewell to his viewers as he stopped his stream at around 4:00 AM, and you forgot that you still had work to do in the morning.
“Y'aaall don't miss me muuch! Bye-byeee!” his smile is clearly warming, along with his eyes that threaten to close in any second.
You were clearly sleep deprived after staying up all night, as evidenced by your drooping eyes and distracted thoughts. You have repeatedly tried blinking forcefully in the hopes that it might reduce your drowsiness, but it has didn't worked.
“A cup of large iced-americano and a slice of apple-pie, order coming up!” you came back to your senses hearing your manager's instruction.
As you brew the coffee yourself you can't help but to yawn.
“Didn't sleep much huh? Who kept you up all night? Wish that was me tho” your coworker Frank commented.
“None of your business, get back to work we aren't supposed to be chatting, do you want us to get scolded or what.” you shot him back clearly annoyed.
“Jeeezz calm down, here's the apple-pie by the way. Serve it to table fourteen.”
When you reached the designated table, dropping the tray onto the table to a man wearing a cap looking slightly suspicious by how cautious he is acting.
“Here's your large iced-americano along with an apple-pie lemme know if you need something else, enjoy your order!”
“Excuse me, Miss? I think there's something missing in my order.”
As you turn back, you can't help but feel a sense of familiarity against him.
“May I see your receipt please?” when he handed the slightly crumbled paper, you caught a glimpse of his face under the cap he was wearing.
CALEB!?
IS IT REALLY HIM?
“S-sure, it seems like the Lemon chiffon cake is missing. Let me get it for you right ahead” When you returned to the kitchen you tried to think of something else. What if he just looks like him? It'll be embarrassing if I straight up greet him, right?
“Im sorry for our mistake, here's your Lemon chiffon cake Sir. Is there anything else you need?”
“Nopee but thanks anyway!”
You swore share the same voice!
“Clean up table six!” as you came back to your senses you proceeded to go back working.
Following a long day, you were left to clear the final two tables. As you reached to pick it up, you noticed something gleaming beneath the table that definitely drew your attention. Someone appears to have dropped this wallet. A brown pocketbook with blue and orange accents on the edges, as well as the tiny apple charm that had been shining from the earlier sunlight.
You opened it to check for identification or documentation pertaining to the owner. When you opened it, there was $248 inside, along with a piece of lemon-flavored candy. Going on to eventually locate an ID.
Caleb Xia, 25 Years Old, Registered Pilot in the Deepspace Aviation Administration.
Your heart nearly leapt out of your chest.
Caleb? It is him.
You stared at the ID, unable to look away. That soft smile in the picture, the same one you’d seen countless times during his streams, made everything click into place. Your hands trembled slightly as you clutched the wallet. What were the odds?
The wallet felt warm in your hands, still echoing traces of its owner.
Caleb.
Your breath caught when you saw his name—just a thin layer of leather and circumstance separating you from a person you’d admired for so long.
A streamer you watched religiously, heart fluttering at every “hey angel” typed to someone you assumed he'd never meet.
But now, he was here.
In your café.
Ordering lemon chiffon cake and smiling with those same crescent-moon eyes that used to light up your screen at 2 AM.
You didn’t say anything. How could you?
How could you tell him that the barista who brought his coffee was the same person who sent him stars with whispered admiration behind every coin?
That the girl wiping tables and yawning at dawn was the same voice that told him he was doing great mid-Valo match?
No.
You kept it to yourself.
You tucked his wallet safely into a sealed bag, placed it beneath the counter, and watched as the night slipped away like steam off hot coffee.
He came back the next morning, this time with his cap gone and a quiet confidence in his step.
“I think I left something behind,” he said.
You didn’t meet his eyes at first. You were afraid he’d see too much in yours.
“A brown wallet with a little apple charm, have you guys perhaps seen it?”
“Yeah,” you murmured, retrieving it for him. “We held it for you. Thought you might come back.”
“Thanks,” he said, eyes soft with gratitude. “Would’ve been a disaster if I lost it.”
You handed it over, your fingers brushing for a moment. He smiled, and something in your chest lurched.
He started showing up more often after that.
Sometimes for the lemon chiffon. Sometimes for the espresso.
But after a while, you noticed—he didn’t even pretend to look at the menu anymore.
He came to talk.
"Rough night?" he'd ask, noticing your eye bags.
"Yeah, just… couldn’t sleep."
Couldn't? No, you wouldn't sleep cuz he was streaming til 3AM.
"You too, huh?"
He’d sit by the window while the sun stretched across the floor like golden thread. You’d steal glances while pouring milk, wiping counters, pretending not to notice how the light caught in his hair.
You learned things.
He loved planes—real ones.
Not just models. Not just flight sims. He had studied aviation since he was sixteen. He told you about his training, the nights he’d sleep under textbooks, the mornings he’d wake up with paper cuts and dreams of blue skies.
“I wanted to fly away from everything back then,” he admitted once, eyes far away.
You wanted to ask what he was flying from—but you didn’t. Some silences are more sacred than sound.
He became a part of the place. A low hum in your routine.
Sometimes you’d sit across from him after your shift, swapping stories over lukewarm pastries.
You'd tell him about your dream to study design, about how this café was only a stepping stone. He listened, chin in his hand, like every word you spoke mattered.
But still, he didn’t know.
Didn’t know that after your shifts, you raced home, slipped into your blanket cocoon, and waited for his stream to go live.
Didn’t know you still logged in as cutiaples, heart skipping when he read comments, even if they weren’t yours.
You were greedy for the version of him that was just yours, outside the glowing screen.
Then one night, it happened.
He mentioned you on stream.
“There’s this girl,” he said suddenly, eyes flicking nervously to the side of the camera. “She works at this café I go to. She's… cool. Funny. And she listens.”
The chat lit up instantly.
BabyzAyneee: OHHHH HE’S IN LOVE
ladsADICTS [Top Fan 🍎]: SHE BETTER NOT HURT U CAP
calebxsmuncherr: drop the @ drop the @ drop the @
He chuckled, rubbing his neck.
“I dunno. It’s weird. She has no idea who I am, which is kinda… nice.”
You froze.
He didn’t know.
Of course he didn’t.
You didn’t comment.
You didn’t even log in.
You just watched. Quietly.
Because he wasn’t talking to cutiaples anymore. He was talking about you.
The real you.
The one with frizzy hair after a twelve-hour shift. The one who spilled oat milk once on his sleeve. The one who laughed a little too hard at his dumb plane puns.
The next day, you found him waiting before your shift even started.
“Hey,” he said, holding something behind his back.
“What’s that?”
He revealed a small gift bag. “Don’t get excited, it’s dumb. But I found this apple that reminded me of you.”
You peeked inside.
Green apple.
You stared up at him, and in your chest, something cracked open.
“Do you believe in coincidences?” you asked softly.
He tilted his head. “Like... destiny wearing a fake mustache?”
You laughed, even though your heart was pounding.
“I have something to tell you,” you said.
And there, beneath the humming of espresso machines and clink of ceramic mugs, you told him.
“I know you” you blabbered.
You told him everything.
That you were cutiaples. That you’d been watching since before you met. That you were terrified of how real this all became.
He was quiet.
Then he smiled. Slowly. Softly. Like sunrise after a storm.
“No wonder your username felt... familiar.”
“You’re not mad?”
He shook his head. “Mad? No. Just kinda stunned.”
You both sat there, letting the world fall away.
Then he added, “So… my top fan’s the same girl I’ve been falling for. That’s kinda poetic, don’t you think?”
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After bumping into each other again—this time intentionally, as he started frequenting the café “for the pie”—you exchanged numbers. Conversations grew from small talk into long, late-night texts. He’d occasionally send you a meme or a blurry pic of the model airplane he was working on with the caption:
“Don’t laugh at its nose 😤”
You’d tease him playfully and call him “Captain Puppyboy” just to fluster him. Eventually, he invited you to co-stream with him—just for fun. Nervous, you agreed.
The chat exploded when you appeared on stream beside him for the first time, cozy on his couch.
OrbitingYourHeart: cutiaples in the flesh???
GalaxyGf4Hire: WAIT THEY’RE SITTING SO CLOSE
Iwmiwmeow: SHIP CONFIRMED??
giDIEon [Top Fan 🍎]: IM JEALOUS BROOO
You both laughed it off, but neither of you denied anything.
As you both play, currently focused on delivering content in real time while managing interactions. Caleb noticed some comments.
frankieer: YOOOOOO, remember that time we almost dated? Wild days. Didn't know yer meeting w some guy now.
He read it aloud, which caused him to lose focus on the game. You, however, forced you to look at what he was reading.
“Who was that?” you paused the game.
“I dunno, i guess some random dude. D'you know him?”
“Lemme see... frankiee?? Frank? The hell are you saying?” the annoyance in your voice alarmed his mind.
“Who's that babe?” he automatically raises an eyebrow, as you've never mentioned someone naming 'Frank' before.
“He's my coworker, flirting with me at any chance he gets.” his head turned back to the screen as his eyebrows knitted together.
“Yeah right.” you couldn't tell the expression on his face,
He turned off his screen so fast, livestream off, tabs off, mic muted, everything, leaving the viewers dumbfounded and shocked.
“Baby—” you were interrupted when he abruptly jolted you into his arms and took you to your shared bedroom.
“Caleb, baby I swear that wasn't true. Please don't believe him. Babe I'm sorryyyy.” while he laid you down on the bed, attempting to coo him.
“You know that you're mine right?” as you nodded to his response.
“Then allow me to further claim you.” as he smashed his soft lips with yours, calloused fingers roaming around the curves of your body. Caleb lifted you up, legs wrapping around his waist.
The kiss went deeply, his fingers tangling in your hair. He could taste himself on your lips, could feel your breath against his skin.
He unclasped youe bra, his mouth capturing one nipple. He sucked and licked, his hand teasing the other. Your breathing quickened, hands tangling in his hair.
“Caleb I want more, please” as the heat in your inner thighs began throbbing.
“And who am I to decline? My pretty baby wants more hmmm?” smirk showing on his lips. “Yes, yes pleasee?”
Caleb complied, his other hand slipping under her skirt to find you wet and ready. He groaned as his fingers slipped inside, his thumb finding your clit and rubbing it in slow, circular motions.
Your hips bucked against his hand, breath coming in ragged gasps. "Caleb," you moaned, head falling back. "You feel so good."
Caleb's fingers moved faster, his thumb pressing harder against your clit. "You're so wet," he growled. "I can't wait to taste you."
As your eyes flew open, gaze locked onto Caleb's. "Yes," you breathed, voice filled with desperation. "Please."
Caleb withdrew his fingers, bringing them to his mouth and sucking on them slowly. Eyes darkened with desire as you watched him, body aching for his touch.
Caleb leaned down, his mouth finding her wetness. He licked slowly, his tongue exploring every inch of your gummy walls. You gasped, hands fisting in his hair as you ground herself against his face.
"Oh God, Caleb," you moaned, hips moving in time with his tongue. "Right... ngghhh there, yes."
Caleb sucked on your clit, his fingers sliding back inside of you. Fingers moving in and out, his thumb pressing against your g-spot. Your body tensed, breath coming in short, sharp gasps.
"Caleb," your cried out, orgasm crashing over like a wave. "Yes, yes, yes."
Caleb didn't stop, his mouth and fingers continuing to work until you were boneless and panting. He kissed his way back up to your body, his lips finding yours in a passionate kiss.
When you wrapped your legs around him, hands working at his belt. "I want you inside me," you murmured against his lips.
He groaned, his cock hard and aching. As he pushed the skirt up, his fingers finding the wetness once again. He slipped two fingers inside, thumb rubbing your little button that has a bundle of nerves.
"You're ready for me," he growled, voice thick with desire. "You're so ready for my cock."
As you nodded, eyes locked onto his. "Yes, I am," you whispered. "Give it to me, Caleb."
Caleb withdrew his fingers, his cock taking their place. He pushed inside slowly, his eyes never leaving yours.
“Haaaah... baby so biigg nghhh” nails digging into his back as you adjusted to his size.
“You feel so good,” Caleb murmured, his hips moving in slow, shallow thrusts.
”So tight and wet.”
You wrapped your legs around him tighter, hips moving in time with his. "Harder," you whispered, voice filled with desperation. "Fuck me harder, Caleb."
His hips moving faster, his cock slamming into your walls with force.
“Fuuuuckk” body moving in time with his.
"Yes, yes," you cried out, head falling back. "Right there, don't stop."
Caleb's hands gripped your hips, his fingers digging into your flesh as he pounded into you. The room filled with the sounds of their bodies slapping together, moans and groans echoing through the apartment.
"You feel so good," Caleb growled, his breath coming in ragged gasps. "Your pussy is so tight around my cock."
His thrusts becoming faster, deeper. Your moans were louder now, body writhing beneath him. He could feel her getting closer, could feel her muscles tightening around him.
"Caleb," you gasped, "I'm close."
Your body is moving again, orgasm building once again. "Caleb," you cried out, body convulsing as you came. "Yes, yes, yes."
Caleb leaned down, his mouth capturing yours in a fierce kiss. He could feel her orgasm, could feel her body convulsing against his. He thrust into her a few more times before he came, his body shuddering with pleasure.
His hips slamming into yours. The bed creaked beneath them, bodies moving in perfect sync. "Fuck, yes," you cried, nails raking down Caleb's back.
Caleb's cock swelled inside you, his body tensing. "Baby ngggh," he groaned, his hips stuttering. You felt him pulse inside, his cock filling your pussy completely. Your own orgasm crashing over. Both of your bodies shook together, breaths ragged. When Caleb collapsed on top of fragile form, bodies slick with sweat.
Both lay together, bodies still joined. His cock softened inside, cum dripping out of your swelling cunt. You smiled, eyes locked on Caleb's. "Are you jellyy because of that??," you murmured. Caleb grinned, his fingers tracing lazy patterns on your skin. "Hmmmp!" he pouted, his voice soft. Both stayed like that for a while, bodies entwined, their hearts beating as one.
You were no longer just cutiaples, his top fan.
You were his favorite person.
In every timeline.
On every stream.
And in every quiet, ordinary moment in between.
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kissandtellus · 1 month ago
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ㅤ✧ welcome ࿐ ˚. This is a list of all of my stories, one-shots & everything in-between!
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★ Love & Deepspace
┇Zayne
⊹ ˚ ❥ Fate Foretold
⊹ ˚ ❥ Aftercare
⊹ ˚ ❥ Study Session
⊹ ˚ ❥ Deep Sub-Space
⊹ ˚ ❥ Brat Tamer
⊹ ˚ ❥ Revenge is Best Served Cold
⊹ ˚ ❥ Clinical Cycle
⊹ ˚ ❥ Something to be Praised For
⊹ ˚ ❥ Good Girl
⊹ ˚ ❥ Smart Enough
⊹ ˚ ❥ Doctor’s Orders
⊹ ˚ ❥ In Sickness…
⊹ ˚ ❥ Be Patient, Dr. Zayne is Here
┇Xavier
⊹ ˚ ❥ Broadway Bunny
┇Caleb
⊹ ˚ ❥ Bite the Hand That Feeds
⊹ ˚ ❥ I’ve got my Eye on You
⊹ ˚ ❥ Glass Wall
⊹ ˚ ❥ The View
⊹ ˚ ❥ Deep Sub-Space
⊹ ˚ ❥ Let me show you
⊹ ˚ ❥ At Attention
⊹ ˚ ❥ Mile High Club
⊹ ˚ ❥ Misunderstanding
⊹ ˚ ❥ Flight Plan, Ch. 1, Ch. 2
⊹ ˚ ❥ Warning, Bite Risk, Ch. 1, Ch. 2, Ch. 3, Ch. 4, Ch.5
⊹ ˚ ❥ Prepare for Takeoff
⊹ ˚ ❥ Grindin’ Gears
⊹ ˚ ❥ The Simple Things
⊹ ˚ ❥ Baby Mama, this your song
┇Sylus:
⊹ ˚ ❥ True Treasure, Ch. 1, Ch. 2, Ch. 3
⊹ ˚ ❥ Picnic Date
⊹ ˚ ❥ Snared, Ch. 1, Ch. 2
⊹ ˚ ❥ Brat Tamer
⊹ ˚ ❥ Let me show you
⊹ ˚ ❥ Trapped
⊹ ˚ ❥ Good Girl
⊹ ˚ ❥ A Bullet a Day
⊹ ˚ ❥ Shifting the Blame
⊹ ˚ ❥ My Dragon
⊹ ˚ ❥ Caught Ya
┇Rafayel:
⊹ ˚ ❥ A Prince & His Knight
⊹ ˚ ❥ A Lemurian Gesture
⊹ ˚ ❥ Fractured Ecstasy
⊹ ˚ ❥ Sacrificed
⊹ ˚ ❥ Lemurian Nights: Omegaverse Version
┇All Characters:
⊹ ˚ ❥ ‘My Current Boyfriend’ Prank
⊹ ˚ ❥ Unexpected (Pregnancy Reaction)
⊹ ˚ ❥ One Call Away (Your Emergency Contact)
⊹ ˚ ❥ Perfect (When you are insecure)
⊹ ˚ ❥‘Shut up Mom’ Prank
⊹ ˚ ❥ Bounce It (Caleb, Zayne, Sylus)
⊹ ˚ ❥‘Into the Slick of it: LADS Omegaverse
⊹ ˚ ❥‘Schlick, Schlick, Hooray!’ LADS Omegaverse, Heat Version
⊹ ˚ ❥ Can’t Get Enough: High Libido
─── ★ ──────────────
★ MHA
┇Kirishima
⊹ ˚ ❥ Damsel in Distress
┇Bakugo
⊹ ˚ ❥ Scenting
⊹ ˚ ❥ Brat Taming
┇Aizawa
⊹ ˚ ❥ Dumb Little Thing
┇Shinso
⊹ ˚ ❥ Brat Taming
───★──────────────
★ JJK
┇Gojo
⊹ ˚ ❥ Lap Dog
⊹ ˚ ❥ Shifting the Blame
┇Geto
⊹ ˚ ❥ Lap Dog
┇Nanami
⊹ ˚ ❥ Give me another, Sweetness
┇Toji
⊹ ˚ ❥ Crybaby
───★──────────────
★ Solo Leveling
┇Sung Jinwoo
⊹ ˚ ❥ Stolen Valor
───★────────────
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zhukzucraft · 1 year ago
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The outcome was never really in doubt. You emerge victorious.
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Jimmy: Dude! You did it so clean!
Joe: Truly, valorous rescue worthy of a song.
Joe: Now if you'll excuse me - hup!
Joe: I need to gather the wheat. The food situation is dire.
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Martyn: (Hear that?)
Jimmy: (What?)
Martyn: (He's up for a midnight snack and scared of a little Creeper damage? Now who does that remind you of?)
Jimmy: (You don't think... We could be...?)
Martyn: (I'd say there's a pretty good chance dude)
Jimmy: (!! I need to make a better impression!!)
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Jimmy: Hey, hey, Joe! It's Joe, right?
Martyn: (wow doing great there Jimmy)
Martyn: Ahem! So I don't think we ever got properly introduced-
Jimmy: -I'm Jimmy! This is Martyn! Man it's so nice to have you here-
Martyn: -You're not mad about being called a noob, right? Of course you're not, you seem like a chill guy-
Jimmy: -Are you down to 4 hearts right now, by any chance?
Jimmy: If you are, let me just start by saying I'm very sorry, I swear this doesn't usually... happen. to me...
Jimmy: Hey, did I mention I really like your hat??
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Joe: Whoa whoa whoa
Joe: I think there's been a mixup.
Joe: You're trying to ask if I'm your soulmate, right? Sorry, but I'm, uh, already spoken for.
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Jimmy: I'll just. Go over there and cook the fish over the campfire now. Yeah.
Joe: Aw don't be like that! You guys did help out! Let me repay you somehow.
Joe: ...As long as it's not with food.
Martyn: Uhh, sure, why not. If you insist.
Martyn: Got any diamonds to spare?
Joe: Haha, going straight for the big one, eh?
Joe: Well, who knows, actually! The fellas might've unearthed some. Maybe they will even share them in the spirit of mutual aid!
Martyn: (If only)
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Martyn: Jimmyyy, we're going underground, you coming?
Jimmy: Just a secooond! I'll come join when the fish is cooked!
Jimmy: (And when everyone has hopefully forgotten this interaction)
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Start Over -- Go Back
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btw brackets () indicate whispering
just
wanted to make sure it was made clear ;;;
k thanks for your patience!!
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yutarot · 10 months ago
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SHES THE MAN [l.hc smau]
FINAL: 29 - you already do. wc: 1.4k
college esports fair — 7:29pm
somehow, ten had convinced you to watch the main stage tournament.
“ten, please, can we just watch 5 minutes and go. i really don’t want to bump into haechan right now, on valorant it was bareable but i wouldn’t even know what to say if i saw him in person…” you rant off to your bestfriend, stood next to you.
infront of you, ten and the crowd, was a stage with empty spaces for 12 contestants lined along the back, tbu’s esports coach, johnny suh, stood at the front with a microphone.
as johnny was beginning to explain the rules of game, ten whispers to you.
“sure. but it’ll be fine! trust me.”
you give him a suspicious glance but decide to go along with it anyways, finally tuning into the coaches speech after he had got the microphone to stop buffering.
“there will be two teams, team 1 and team 2.”
“creative.” you whisper to ten, who laughs.
johnny glances at you, somehow having heard you, before clearing his throat to continue. the people around you laugh.
“each team will be chosen by 2 of the college leagues finest captains. drumroll please?”
you roll your eyes before lazily drumming your palms against tens arm.
“ow!” ten yelps, but you only laugh as he brushes you off.
but your laughter is soon cut short as the two faces you wish would no longer exist, step out onto stage.
from the left, eric sohn.
and from the right,
haechan.
“you’ve got to be fucking kidding.” you murmer, but tens smirking. why is he smirking??
“boys, please choose the 5 players you would like to contribute in your team, taking turns. a coin flip will decide first choice.”
your heart is pounding and you have no clue why.
eric yells heads, leaving haechan to be stuck with tails.
“tails, tails, tails, please, tails.” you hear ten chant from beside you, but you dont ask why, you make a mental note to ask him later. not that you’ll have to, of course. little did you know it’d all become evident, very soon.
johnny flips the coin. “and its heads!”
ten swears to himself and you want to question him as to why he cares so much, but there’s a pair of eyes looking right at you that pull you straight out of your thoughts.
or should you say, two pairs of eyes.
“ten, we have to leave. i have a bad feeling about this.”
but ten only laughs in reply.
as either teams first 4 contestants get decided and called onto stage, you’re still begging ten for you to leave but he ignores you.
johnny calls out to eric to decide his final team member. “do you care to choose your last player, eric?”
he’s looking directly at you and you hate it.
you need to get out of there.
“yes i do. i know exactly who i’d like to pick.”
his attention turns to haechan. and for some reason, haechan looks angry. it’s like there’s some secret between eric, haechan and for some reason ten, that you don’t know about.
you find out why, the second the next four words leave eric’s lips.
“i want yn zhong.”
you feel eyes turn to you. ten beside you, clenching his jaw in anger.
“what?” you whisper. you want to say no, you want to call out and disagree. but haechan beats you to it.
“not happening.” haechan says. eric laughs in spite.
johnny picks up his mic. “do we have a disagreement here, haechan lee?”
haechan turns from eric to face johnny before finally letting his eyes fall to yours.
“i want her.”
you know he means he wants you on the team, but you can’t help but wonder if there’s a double meaning in his words.
he’s supposed to hate you, he’s supposed to despise what you did to him, all that you lied about.
but he wants you?
“then i guess that leaves us with only one option. the chosen persons decision. yn? choose. team 1 or team 2?”
your heart is racing. johnny is making you choose between your ex boyfriend and haechan. so as you walk up to the stage, you spent those 6 seconds deciding exactly what team you want to join.
as you walk straight over to him, he smiles. haechan smiles.
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— 9:48pm.
you won. you did it. you finally beat eric.
you could nearly drown in the look on his face as he stormed off that stage the moment you had wiped out his entire team.
but finally, after all that had happened. you got your revenge.
not as chenle, not as anyone else. but as you.
and my god did it feel amazing.
to celebrate, you had jumped up, throwing your arms around the nearest person to you.
but it’s only now that you’re realising who that person is.
slowly, he breaks the hug to look at you.
“look…yn…”
“should we take a walk? i don’t really wanna argue in front of all these people.” you interrupt.
“argue…?” haechan asks under his breath. but your already off the stage, waving bye to ten as you walk towards the empty, turned off carousel. leaving haechan no choice but to rush after you.
wow, that game must have lasted alot longer than you thought.
sitting on one of the faux carriage seats, haechan takes a seat next to you.
“you still hate me, don’t you?” haechan starts.
you look up at him. “what?”
“you know, i kicked you off the team. got mad at you for no reason then just refused to hear you out.”
you’re silent. but he continues.
“you know, i didn’t believe it at first. you pretending to be your brother, but it all makes perfect sense to me now.”
“what do you mean?”
“you helping me with somi, finishing my homework for me when i forgot deadlines, logging into my accounts to finish levels. you were just being a good friend, and i blew it off over jealousy.”
you wanted to cry. you never thought you’d feel so much guilt, but now he’s laying it all before you as his fault…you don’t think you can stand lying to him about anything, any longer.
“im not mad at you haechan.”
his attention on you peaks at this. you pause before continuing.
“in all honesty, i thought you hated me for, well, you know, lying to you about who i was.”
your suddenly very aware about how small this bench is, and how dark it is around you. but he’s right next to you. and that’s something you’ve unknowingly been wishing for, for weeks.
“really?” haechan asks, and your surprised at his confusion. “you thought i was mad at that?”
and now it’s your turn to be confused.
if he didn’t hate you, and you didn’t hate him. what was all this for? why had you been avoiding eachother ever since he kicked chenle out? why had you blatantly ignored every chance there was to see him, if neither of you hated eachother?
unless.
you both liked eachother instead.
“yn, im not mad at you for lying to me.”
your breath stops at his words. he carries on.
“im mad at myself for not realising you were here, directly infront of me, this entire. fucking. time.”
it takes a moment for you to register his words, so you stay silent as you let him continue.
“so give me a chance to know you. the person who stayed up with me all night, the person who fixed my busted cheek. i wanna know you.”
you smile.
because there’s something inbetween all this that he’s forgetting. something that makes all of this a whole lot easier.
“you already do.”
his eyes never cease to leave yours as his hand grazes your chin. and slowly, under the light of the stars and the distant rumble of voices and game music behind you, he kisses you.
and it’s perfect.
through all you’ve been through together, finally you don’t have to hide. this moment is everything you’ve ever wanted.
more than beating eric, more than making the team, more than jaemins limited edition pokémon cards.
this.
for, from this moment on, being with haechan means one thing and one thing only.
you’ll never have to pretend again.
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forsaken-headcanons · 2 months ago
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sum bluudud content be hes my favorite of the colorful children <333
he LOVES shitpost status videos so much. Yk those 20 minute meme comps? He LOVES them. He once found a channel that only makes them and binged every video theyve ever uploaded over the course of a month (around 130 videos total)
he's a high school freshman to me. Got forsaken the summer between freshman (first year) and sophomore (second year) probably a little after cOOlkidd and 007n7 to get more specific.
he's cousins with cOOlkidd and visits him and 007n7 a lot, to the point where he has his own room at their house. He sometimes stays for weeks at a time. In fact, his whole streaming setup is at 007's house. Prettyprincess is also another cousin, although he doesnt see her often.
he knows how to drive, and has his learning permit. That's usually how he gets between houses since it's too far to walk.
he LIVES for edgy satire. He ESPECIALLY loves alpha wolf bullshit, he even bought a full set of those alpha wolf clothes PLUS a galaxy wolf backpack for the bit. Mainly to see how hard he would get bullied for it if he wore it to school (some older kids slammed him into a locker and laughed at him, but that was about it) but it genuinely ended up being his favorite outfit because it was so comfortable so now he wears it all the time.
he loves shooters. His fav games to play/stream are tf2, sgo, valorant (only streams it if someone donates 50 dollars), marvel rivals, ULTRAKILL (only plays when not streaming) and fortnite. He also has a sims 4 save where all his sims are messed up abominations that barely count as people.
he would cry if someone at school found out about his twitch/yt
he streams with chance sometimes. Yes chance is a streamer boy. Nobody knows that tho lolz. The voiceline about chance owing him a dono is referring to this one time he bet on a tf2 1v1 and lost. He still has yet to pay the 10 gifted he put on winning the fight.
he has a sibling rivalry with cOOlkidd, usually making fun of him or roughhousing with him, but if someone else tried to beat cOOlkidd up, he'd punch the guy till they bleed. This has happened on multiple occasions.
on the topic of this, he has broken someone's nose before while defending cOOlkidd, no he was not in trouble, 11808 said he did the right thing protecting his cousin. 007n7 wasn't as thrilled about this, but he was just glad cOOlkidd was okay.
bluudud wears cat ear headphones. He says they give him a tactical advantage (they dont)
he calls his fanbase "tem bluudud" (team is misspelled on purpose) and his fans themselves his "bluugoons". His hoodie, saying "tem bluudud get inn now" is part of his merch line.
speaking of which, he's seen people at his school wearing his merch and got really scared that they'd recognize his voice, which REALLY stands out from most people's. and yes, his voice is naturally that way.
he doesn't stream with face cam, rather he uses a persona he drew in his phone's photo editor which looks almost exactly like what he looks like in canon. In reality, he's a skinny teenager with a normal amount of teeth. He is blue though, and he does in fact glow. It's very subtle though.
He looks no different after being forsaken outside of constantly holding his comically large lollypop. It's terrifying for the survivors to watch as the others get brutally murdered by a glowing, blue, slightly underweight 5'6 child.
anyway thats all i have for now ^^ lalalalala i love bluudud lalalalala ^^
— hybrid anon (aka like probably number 153 bluudud fan if we're being honest TwT)
BLUUDUD WEARING CAT EARPHONES IS CANON NOW TRUST US WE'RE SOUL /j
dude. dude. we remember this one hc with 1x saying the dude was eons old so he probably didn't know a lot of modern terms.... bluudud DEFINITELY teaches them brainrot culture. hell he's aware of what he's doing, 100%, and probably has the greatest laugh EVER when asking her what she's been saying to the survivors ("𝓽𝓼 𝓹𝓶𝓸 𝓲𝓬𝓵…") LMFAOSFOAFH
he and noli are gaurantEED to be best buddies trust trust /SILLY
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thefadecodex · 6 months ago
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Our first real exposure actually beings with the Grand Oak tree in DAO! (Thank you @meganooooooooooooooo for pointing this out!)
Players began to notice a distinct cadence in Solas's speech during interactions in DAI. Notably, when he recounts moments from the Fade, his voice occasionally takes on a rhythm and tone reminiscent of a hymn or chant, evoking the cadence of "Hallelujah," specifically the K.D. Lang cover.
(note: @the-northern-continent does a great breakdown of the Hallelujah cadence vs iambic pentameter in this post. And @liaragaming does a good breakdown of Solas speaking in that cadence in this post.)
This has led The Fade Codex to theorize that this cadence reflects a dialect used by spirits—an ancient, rhythmic way of communication that blends emotion and intent through a deliberate structure. The 6/8 musical framework of the K.D. Lang Hallelujah cover. This framework prioritizes reflective pacing, 1-2-3 / 4-5-6 measures, and allows secondary stresses to create an emotional cadence.
This concept is further explored in Dragon Age: The Veilguard through various encounters with spirits. Below are examples that demonstrate this rhythmic, almost lyrical, pattern in their speech:
The Anxious Spirit (A Spirit of Comfort) - Arlathan Forest
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"Trapped. Can't get out. It hurts. It's dark. Please. They didn't know what to do. They didn't want to die."
TRAPPED. CAN'T get OUT. It HURTS. It's DARK. PLEASE. They DIDN'T know what to DO. They DIDN'T want to DIE.
"Stop the thoughts. Stop the fears. Quiet, please. Make it quiet."
STOP the THOUGHTS. STOP the FEARS. QUI-et, PLEASE. MAKE it QUI-et.
Eulogy (Originally a Spirit of Compassion) - Minrathous
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"Something larger stirs. Calling the desperate. I cannot see what."
SOME-thing LARG-er STIRS. CALL-ing the DES-per-ATE. I CAN-not SEE what.
"Know the hope you bring Dock Town thwarts it. And may you continue."
KNOW the HOPE you BRING. DOCK TOWN THWARTS it. AND may YOU con-TIN-ue.
"As you found their names, I felt them whisper through the Fade."
As YOU found their NAMES, I FELT them WHIS-per THROUGH the FADE.
"My own name changed. I am now Eulogy."
My OWN name CHANGED. I AM now EU-lo-GY.
Hope Unyielding - Hossberg Wetlands
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"Light glimmers the surface. Flowers break through snow. Hope unexpected. I am such."
LIGHT glim-MERS the SUR-face. FLOW-ers BREAK through SNOW. HOPE un-EXPECT-ed. I AM SUCH.
"No. But nor was I forever."
NO. But NOR was I for-EV-er.
Pluck - Hall of Valor
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"What foul-hearted spirit tugs at the corners of your lips to turn them down so?"
What FOUL-heart-ed SPIR-it tugs at the COR-ners of your LIPS to TURN them DOWN so?
"Greetings, Mourn Watcher. You are a long ways from Nevarra."
GREET-ings, MOURN Watch-er. YOU are a LONG ways from Ne-VAR-ra.
Emmrich (to Pluck)
"Hail to you, child of Valor. As voice of our lightless shores, I pray your blade may never sunder."
HAIL to YOU, child of VAL-or. As VOICE of our LIGHT-less SHORES, I PRAY your BLADE may NEV-er SUN-der.
Pluck
"You honor me. Few remember the old ways."
You HON-or ME. Few re-MEM-ber the OLD WAYS.
The phrase "the old ways," as used by Pluck, is believed to reference this rhythmic, cadenced speech. It’s a pattern steeped in intent, echoing the emotional resonance of the Fade itself.
Grand Oak - West Brecilian Forest
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What manner of beast be thee that comes before this elder tree?
What MAN-ner of BEAST be THEE that COMES be-FORE this EL-der TREE?
Ahhhh, yes, I remember thy kind. So brief of life and all but blind to the peril you cause, the lives you take, such chaos is down within thy wake.
AHHH, yes, I re-MEM-ber THY kind. SO brief of LIFE and ALL but BLIND. To the PER-il you CAUSE, the LIVES you TAKE. Such CHA-os is DOWN with-IN thy WAKE.
This dialect may serve as both a form of communication and an expression of a spirit's essence, allowing them to convey ideas, emotions, and purpose in a way that transcends mere words.
This theory deepens our understanding of how spirits interact with mortals and each other, highlighting the unique and poetic nature of their existence.
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solymerworld-blog · 9 months ago
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We do not talk enough about Saurons struggle to name himself
Throughout the 2 Seasons Sauron claims 4 times that he has many names. Everytime someone asks him his name he becomes almost defensive and refuses to give a direct answer. Why? Because he knows or wants to believe that part of Mairon is still in him, along with his inner darkness (Sauron). When he meets Galadriel he is drawn to her light and sincerely wants to earn a new name. He chooses Halbrand. This name is very similar to the one of a Dunadan in the 3rd age called Halbarad, one of Aragorns kinsmen and fellow rangers. Halbarad is a good, loyal man, his name means Tall Tower in Sindarin, which of course foreshades Dol Guldur and Barad-Dur in Saurons case, but also has a meaning of physical and mental strenght and the desire to protect and guard others. It also can describe a person who is isolated and lonely. "Brand" is the ending of many old German names (I am German) and it means Fire or Sword. I think it was a brilliant choice of the show runners to pick that name for him. But I think Sauron wanted truly to be good and full of valor and the fire was meant to be light this time and not death. It is hard for him to come to terms with the fact that this vision of him has failed, that the darkness in him is too powerful. Seeing the grandeur of Galadriels light, he sincerely hopes that her light is enough for the both of them. When she rejects him the first time the darkness overcomes him and he calls himself Sauron the first and only time. Afterwards he takes a new name again, like a snake shedding it's old skin and chooses Annatar, the bringer of gifts. But after Celebrimbor realizes who he is and when Elves and orcs in Eregion ask for his name he does not say Annatar. He goes back to: I have many names, showing there is still good in him and his refusal to accept solely the facette of him that is called Sauron. When he takes Halbrands shape during the battle with Galadriel, he is not only trying to distract and disarm her, he also wants to show her: look at this beautiful and bright version I could be for you if you'd only let me.
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teonyjackson017 · 6 days ago
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sapnap boxing stream notes
He slept 14 hours, which is why the stream started late
Tony is the cameraman
18 hours of valo yesterday, but he got his Immortal back, and that's all that matters
We are not boxing anyone, no sparring or fighting anyone, no opponent today
~95% of his boxing training is at the house, all non-sparring
They have a home gym, Sap's equipment, and Dream's garage. They have weightlifting stuff, but he does not rn because he gains too much muscle mass. Boxing section with a ring he bought bc he figured that would be better. It has a water punching bag bc he prefers it, and he does not hurt his hands.
His boxing coach! Tony Blaco from Orlando Boxing Club. They have been training for 6/7 months.
What they do on a day-to-day basis (non-sparring) bc they don't want to possibly show his flaws.
(he feels cringe but he is doing it for us 🐼🧡)
Every day, he has an energy drink (he has blue Monster) and 2 Rice Krispies (cheats?) while he puts on his shoes and clothes. Instant energy.
(something about not training on a full stomach?? stream lag, he feels heavy, and he does not like it. Everyone has their own preferences.)
He trains when he wakes up (right away or 30 mins- 1 h after waking up), he does not know if that's ideal.
He lies to his coach that he was up late working, but he was really playing Valorant. He streamed it, so technically it is work. 🤣
His boxing shoes are red Nike HyperKO shoes - he thought they looked cool.
Dream and George would die if he boxed them, especially gnf, Sap would go to jail if he boxed George.
He texted Blake to come, but he did not respond
He was weight training, but his weight was not going down the way he wanted it to. He was losing fat but gaining muscle mass. They had to cut it out to drop weight
Basic leg stretches before he Jump ropes (he is lazy and swings his legs around x10 each leg)
Jump rope (2 rounds), he has HIS jump rope. Each round is 3 minutes. Usually, he does more like 4-6 rounds. He messes up (a lot) and is not very good. He does this upwards of 20-24 mins. The jump rope is to jump-start his heart and get it warmed up. Boring, but a good form of conditioning.
He runs every day (also boring). He is supposed to run every day and he obviously does it yes yes. He wishes valo counted as conditioning.
Coach Tony: You can't box if you don't run.
Coach comes over almost every day to train sapnap. If not, he is at the coach's gym sparring. Rarely will they bring someone to the house to spar sap.
He has some break days, and he plays a lot of Valorant on them.
Coach: Especially with his travel, he needs to work out in the hotel gyms, and he can take the jump rope anywhere. Sap: I hate this thing! It hits me and it hurts! Coach: I think he messes up the jump rope just so he can stop. Sap: That's not true! x3 Coach: It's tougher than it looks.
Shadowboxing in the ring! (2 rounds with weights, 2 without, sometimes more/less) The ring has ropes, so he is forced to move his head and body under it and use the whole ring. He boxes an imaginary opponent, jabs, combos, and ducks. He makes little sounds. It feels cringe with the camera. Coach watches and comments. It is tiring.
Chat: He is fighting his demons!
Coach Tony: The benefit of shadowboxing is that it is where you perfect your form and technique and visualize a fight. It's everything! Sap: It's boring!
If it were up to Sap, he would spar every day, but the coach says no! You need your brain! Sap: Fighting is more fun. This is tiring and boring; you don't get bored sparring.
Pool Noodles (2 rounds). He can hit them with his bare hands. The coach calls sequences of moves. Sometimes the combos are too long to remember.
Sap goes to get his gloves. Coach brought tape for his wrists.
So, how’s it been working with Sapnap? Coach: oh it’s been great, i’m really really proud of his progress, a lotta times u see a lot of youtubers trying to fight but they don’t train like a fighter […] if u wanna train boxing u gotta do it like u love it, u gotta do it for real. (he praises Sap for his commitment, and Sap can't take the praise, it's so cute.) Coach is super proud of him!
Sap wraps his hands with tape. Everyone does it differently.
(Yapping about valorant, Coach: What's the game about? Sap: Killing people! Coach: Oh sweet! my kinda game!)
What gloves are you running today? Sapnap: These are Winning gloves. These are nice gloves.
Paddle Work (4 rounds?). Just like noodles, except with gloves and 2 paddles. They make a louder, satisfying noise. Sap says he feels like he is cheating because they make you sound loud and strong, even with soft hits. He prefers pads.
Sap never drinks water. He could do a 1-2 hour workout, and he never drinks water. He gets tired and takes rest breaks. He does not want to train with a full stomach. (Later, he drinks a little bit after the paddles.)
Sapnap's Spanish has improved so much! They can almost have a full conversation (Sap denies this lol). He listens to Spanish music all the time and can sing the lyrics word for word.
Water Punching Bag (2 rounds). He likes the water bag because it always stays soft. It is shaped like a torso. Stikes, combos, body shots. The most exhaustive bc the bag does not get tired. (Tony says that it can't fight back either.) He hits it hard; the others are not as hard hits.
Coach occasionally spars with Sap, and Sap wins, Coach says he is 52 and Sap is young.
It's hot, and Sap wants to turn the fans bc he no longer cares about the sound on stream.
The only time he hits as hard as he can is if he gets under (the arm of the opponent) and can hit the body because the body can take it, while the face cannot. A lot of people quit when hit on the body. Blake got hit in the body and quit. Soft shots to the face can also KO if placed right (chin, jaw), it does not take much if hit perfectly.
Liver shots are really impactful and painful.
He has to keep his hands up or he could get knocked out.
They always finish with a 3-minute plank, maybe more (Sap will do this off-stream)
They are keeping it short for stream; they often do 4-6 rounds of each.
Sapnap: disclaimer i’m not an actual fighter, so please don’t cook me, i’m a noob, i’m not even an amateur. Coach: he’s training like a fighter so to me he’s a fighter, cause he’s training like one Sapnap: he’s setting my ass up. He will take constructive criticism and wants the fight to happen.
END - The stream was 1 hour long. Sorry for any mistakes!
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clovermarigold · 11 months ago
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Late Night Snacks
Various Valorant characters x Reader
Clove, Cypher, Yoru,
Props to anyone who recognizes this reference.
might do a pt.2 if people are interested
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You really needed to fix your sleep schedule. You swear agreeing to that night mission was a terrible idea. Then again, you would likely be in the same situation if you hadn't. Going to bed before the early hours of the morning was just never your thing.
You used to joke about being a creature of the night, but now you were starting to think it was truer than you'd like.
It didn't help that in your endless doom scrolling you had come across a video that left you with an insatiable craving for the perfect snack. So here you were at 4 am, moving as slowly, quietly, and gently as possible through the kitchen trying not to wake anyone.
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Clove- Chocolate pudding (romantic)
"Is it burning? I can't tell if it's burning or if I'm just sleep deprived" you whispered to yourself, stirring carefully to decipher if the clumps you felt were burnt pudding or powder you didn't mix well.
"What are you doing?" you dropped your wooden spoon, looking up to see someone staring at you.
"Clove?! What are you doing up?" They gave you a lopsided grin stepping into the kitchen to peer into your pot, "Eh, mostly watching cooking videos. Looks like I can watch the real thing though".
"I'd hardly call this cooking" they give you a look. "What would ya call it then?".
"Ugh... I don't know, something along the lines of making instant noodles or microwaving a hotpocket" you slowly returned to mixing the pot, growing more comfortable with your guest audience.
"The hells a hotpocket?" you immediately dropped your spoon "Oh we are getting you a hotpocket! It's like a calzone but a cheap frozen version that burns the roof of your mouth when you eat it". They laughed, "Sounds terrible, I'm in".
They watched carefully as you poured the chocolate into two separate bowls along with a spoon, "Are ya sure? I don't want to take yer late-night snack... or would it be morning?".
"It's fine, pack made too much for one person anyways" you blew on the spoonful in your hand before taking a bite. "If ya don't mind me asking. Why puddin?" you snorted a little, remembering the meme that had inspired your insomnia plagued kitchen raid.
"Because I've lost control of my life" their eyes shot open before realizing you were joking. "Righty then" they smiled, joining you in eating as you sat on the kitchen counter and ate. Something Brimstone or Sage would no doubt scold you for if they were awake.
You swear the joke about being the 'parents' of the protocol were serious. "You know you should probably get some sleep" If you couldn't save your own sleep schedule, the least you could do would be to save theirs.
"Eh, I'll sleep when I'm dead. Can't say the same for you" you look away embarrassed. It was humiliating enough to be caught in your pjs making pudding because of a meme you saw at 4 in the morning.
"Ya know... I'm usually up pretty late too. If you're havin' a hard time falling asleep. You could always hang out with me in mah room" honestly, that sounded nice.
"I'd like that" you both smiled at each other, accidentally staring too long. Damn in! you looked away quick. That was awkward. It wasn't your fault they were cute. It was definitely the sleep deprivation. Nothing else. No other possible feelings or thoughts. No siree.
"What the hell are you two doing up!? Is that pudding?" A half asleep and grumpy neon walked into the kitchen. "Scatter!" Clove yelled running towards their room, hand wrapped around your wrist dragging you close behind, giggling. Eh, sleep is for the weak.
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Cypher- Tea & Crackers (Platonic or Romantic)
Lavender. Thats what the internet said the best tea was to help you fall asleep. You had tried everything else, warm milk, hot shower, counting sheep, etc. You looked at the stove's clock and groaned at the painful looking 4 am. You had a mission tomorrow, so you needed as much sleep as you could possibly get. Your brain didn't seem to understand that and fought you every step of the way.
The kettle let out a sharp whistle pulling you from your daze. Shit! Why did you think it was a smart idea to make tea at such an ungodly hour. You quickly moved the kettle off the burner.
You rubbed your eyes with a groan, hoping that didn't wake anyone. A high-pitched whir caught your attention. A camera? It looked like one of Cyphers.
The camera zoomed on your fresh pot before darting to the cup cabinet. "Uh ok" you opened the cabinet grabbing a mug and going to close it, only for the camera to move wildly.
"Oh, I get it" you moved to grab a second mug, pouring two drinks alongside a plate of tea crackers. The camera began to shake up and down, lens zooming and Un-zooming like an excited puppy.
"Ok buddy" you laugh, "Where is he?''. It gave a sharp turn to the left instructing you out of the kitchen, only to see another camera ushering you in another direction. You forgot how many cameras he had. Finally finding yourself in a shipping container on base you knocked lightly, "Come in".
"Ah" Cypher let out a pleased hum swiveling in his chair to face you, the army of monitors illuminating the room. You yawned, handing over the warm cup into his greedy hands. "ohoho" he chuckled to himself, "Now this is just the treat I needed. Too bad it's decaf".
"Why are you still up Cypher?" you asked through blurry eyes. "I could ask the same of you my dear" he turns back to his monitors, fidgeting with what you could only guess was lens sensitivity? You've owned maybe one camera in your life.
"Suffering" is said bluntly, followed by a long sip of tea. Why wasn't this working. "Hmm" He looked away from his screens to give you a once over that made you a little self-conscious, given your messy and sleep deprived state. He stood up before ushering you to sit in his chair, "What are you doing?".
"Just giving a helping hand" reaching under his desk he pulled out a blanket, too thin for your liking but it got the job done in covering you. Something told you it wasn't used often enough.
"I don't think-" he cut you off before exiting the crate, "Just sit down". From your seat you could watch him take the same path you did through the cameras to the kitchen, pouring another mug with the last of the hot water and making his way back.
"Lavender is good. Buuut, chamomile is better" the warm cup was swapped for the fresh new one. "What are you doing?" you take a cautious sip as he changes his monitors.
"Just a little trick I used to do with my- ...... Someone I used to know", well that was cryptic. The light sound of crashing waves surrounded you as white noise played from the screens surrounding you. With a light pressure Cypher rocked the chair.
"Really? Now I'm a baby?" it wasn't really insulting, but you had to admit it made you feel a bit childish. "There's a reason it works on them. Don't you think?" you had to admit, your eyes were starting to feel heavy, the soft padding on the chair was heavenly. It must have costed a ton, either that or he definitely stole it from Brim's office. Probably the latter.
In a matter of minutes your mind couldn't fend off the urge to rest, and you slipped into unconsciousness with relative ease. Cypher watched over you for a moment, making sure you were fully asleep before stopping his motions.
Just like he remembered, first they're fussy and then they're out. It hurt a bit, if he was being honest. But it also felt...good. Like it was healing a part of him. The part of him he lost with his family.
Nothing could ever replace them, he knew that. But that didn't mean he couldn't move forward. And if helping you sleep did that, you could stay on his chair every night. He'd just need to buy some more chamomile the next time he went out
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Yoru- Instant Ramen
You were definitely going to go deaf at some point with how loud you blasted music. But hey, you were using headphones, so it wasn't like you were going to wake anyone up with your tracks.
Besides, this was your perfect ritual. Finish training at 5, play video games with Gekko till 7, shower, play on your switch till 9, play on your PC till 12, Listen to music and read till 2, then your pièce de résistance, post-midnight snack. It would be more appropriate to call it a late dinner... or early breakfast. Considering you didn't eat with the others, too busy with animal crossing.
Tonight's late-night snack comprised of your favorite instant noodles and a single egg. Depressing at face value, delicious at stomach value. Nutrition value? Zero.
Not like you cared though. All the hallmarks of the perfect youth, unhealthy food, video games, staying up all night, and ruining your ear drums.
So here you were, making noodles at nearly 3 in the morning while you danced in your oversized pj's that were totally not covered in pizza stains.
As you went to spin you unfortunately turned to see a very irritated looking Yoru staring back at you.... Ok, so maybe you should start turning your music down.
"The hell are you doing?" he asked as you slowly pulled off your headphones. "Noodles" was all you could say when he pushed past you to look into your pot, lightly shoulder checking you.
"This is sad" he huffs, shaking his head before walking over to the fridge. "I'll have you know I am anything but sad when I eat this" he rolled his eyes, pulling out a container of leftovers from a previous dinner along with some seaweed and a brown looking container.
"What are you doing?" you leaned over his shoulder as he started to move the boiling water into a larger bowl. "Showing you what real food is" he snapped.
"Geeze. Alright, grumpy" you put your hands up and hopped up onto the counter, only making his brows furrow deeper, "I take it you're making some for you too?".
"Damn right. Like I'd go through all this trouble for you" he scooped a portion of the brown.... goop? into the pot. "Put your lazy ass to use and pull this meat off the bone" he slid the container of Brim's leftover ribs towards you.
"Don't you think he'll eat these later?" he laughed. "Like I care. Old man has a minifridge in his office, that's where the good shit is. He probably forgot about those already" you shrugged, tearing the fat and meat off and placing it into the container.
You and Yoru didn't interact much one on one. you would join group smash bro tournaments and do missions together but other than that your interactions were limited.
"...Soooooo, what are you doing up?" you tried to fill the silence now that your music was gone. "Fixing my sleep schedule. Something you should be doing" you hummed, not quite agreeing, too focused on the way he carefully cut the seaweed into strips.
"No thank you, I'll stick to my routine" he gave you a look, "4 hours of sleep and shitty packet foods?".
"Well when you say it like that of course it sounds bad" you huff a laugh. A light splatter sounded as he dropped the dry noodles into the boiling broth.
"You don't add the noodles before the flavoring?" A look of disgust spread across his face as he threw the intact flavor packet at your face.
"None of that prepackaged chemical shit!" you rubbed your forehead lightly, sliding the packet into your pocket for future use, "Throw that away!".
"That's wasteful" you argued, making him grumble. "Open" he held a spoon of broth in front of you. Curiously you leaned into drink, ignoring the awkwardness of him feeding you, "Holy shit! That's good".
He turned back to the pot, sliding in the meat, "That is why you don't use that instant crap. Miso and dashi. Even an idiot like you can figure it out ". You frowned, only for a shot while as you saw him break up the ramen into bowls, topped with eggs and nori.
Handing you the bowl, you paused when he didn't release it. "No more fake shit?" it was more of a statement than a question, but if it meant you could eat the heavenly smelling bowl in front of you, then you would swear off instant noodles for the rest of your life. "No more fake shit" you nod with a smile, and he releases his grip.
Yoru watches as you scarf down all of his hard work like a ravenous animal. That was a lie, it wasn't hard work. Which made your inability to do it yourself all the more concerning. He knew you weren't going to fix your sleep schedule any time soon.
Maybe he could hold off fixing his for a few more days. No doubt your little promise would be out the window if he left you to yourself.
Some one-on-one time wouldn't be the end of the world.
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sinsxo · 9 days ago
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02. dynamic duo.
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synopsis. from enemies to teammates, you and nagi coincidentally queued into the same match again. but this time, you turned hacking accusations into perfect synergy, impressing nagi and his viewers with your skills.
notes. italics = in game chat, regular text = speaking to chat. reader (player 2) is playing a character named kay/o, whose utility is to initiate/set up gunfights and blind enemies while nagi is playing jett. also, i mentioned a player named todo in nagi's chat. todo is a well-known kay/o player irl for his insane flashes (to blind enemies) and assists. lmk if anything is confusing!
cw. valorant, parasocial chat, internet slang, valorant accents, cussing, nagi’s fanbase doing the most.
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navigation. masterlist. 01.
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[🔴 LIVE] nagi seishiro @/nagi_channel
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nagi seishiro this’ll be the last game of the day, chat.
user09 well damn you wanna sleep that bad? user33 nah youre ending early again user4 its only 3am cmon 😔 nagilvr noo one more plsss user0 user44 💀💀💀 “only 3am” bffr bro 😭 user7 aw last one already? user18 make it a win then 🙏🏻 user8 carry us to bedtime king 💪🏻 user777 let him sleep hes carried like 5 games 😭
nagi seishiro who should we lock in?
user3 jett diff lesgo user44 lowk play raze for fun 🧍🏽 user111 u can just instalock jett we all know u want to user777 nagi pocket sage real user949 ofc hes jett again 😭
nagi seishiro hopefully we’ll have better comms this game.
nagishairstrand real. the comms last game was straight from a horror movie nagilvr comms AND brains pls we beg 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 user20 nah u need someone to talk to fr user9 NAHH the last one was actual silence user44 user9 in high elo too 😭 user13 bro the sage that muted mid round 💀 user5 full comms + full sweat lets get it user11 apex next stream pls user20 user11 frfr
nagi seishiro apex next stream? i’ll see. i haven’t played that in a while, might’ve gotten rusty.
user00 do it coward nagilvr apex nagi comeback LETS GOO 🔥🔥 user7 as long as ur aim isnt like the last apex stream 💀 user03 pls no more triple take whiffs user77 user03 not the trauma 💀💀 user8 my bet is they push A user90 user8 nah man def C user20 nagi chose A
nagi seishiro i don’t think they’re coming here. yeah, they aren’t. player 3 they smoked C.
user44 user90 u win user90 told yall user20 full rotate?? user77 oh this is a collapse fr user18 save kj hes surrounded 💀
player 4 smoking garage and main— reyna garage! didn’t smoke in time, my bad. player 3 jett is hit -66, backsite. player 5 shit, i whiffed. my bad. chamber is playing from cubby.
user9 nagi carry your team 🔥 user111 just you and kayo now user949 if he clutches im sending a dono fr nagilvr nagi clutch thissss
player 2 i’m flashing from garage. flashing now.
user9 YOO SICKK user111 DAMN NAGI user3 wait that was a sick flash user7 wtf that was nasty 💀 user111 ????? INSANE user99 holy user0 streamer reflexes activated??
nagi seishiro nice flash. player 2 thank you, thank you. nice shots. player 3 that was so sick, man.
user5 no way that combo js happened ⁉️ nagifan kayo popped off wtf???? user99 they were all blinded bro user44 NAH that was clean 💪🏻 user10 nagi found his match user22 nah kayos flash with nagis aim is a cheat code user32 ZAMN they were all looking at the sun 😮‍💨 user20 that flash shot combo was FILTHY user66 whoever that kayo is… i fear im in love 😋
player 4 hey, kay/o. are you todo? player 2 what? no, where did that come from? player 4 your flashes were insane.
user5 LMAOO “are you todo” user6 no one beats my goat todo 🙏🏻 user10 bros tryna rizz her up user99 nah but that was a goated flash nagilvr just me or does it sound like you user7 wait a min ik that voice user20 I KNEW SHE SOUNDED FAMILIAR stanname no fkn way they actually queued up into the same team ✋🏻 user5 shes the reyna from last stream no? nagilvr stanname IS SHE STREAMING RN user44 YOOO NAGI its the girl you called pretty user55 theyre actually an insane duo look at those flash kill combos stanname nagilvr nooo shes not streaming rn :(( userfive stanname wouldve been sick if she was
player 3 hey, jett. nagi seishiro hm? player 3 are you nagi?
user00 💀💀💀 user55 not the live fan recognition nagishairstrand exposed on main 😭 user101 welp he got caught
player 5 they’re rushing B site, guys. player 2 gonna molly entrance. player 3 are you nagi, jett? player 4 one lurking C.
user90 LMAOO poor guy getting ignored user22 “hm?” was such a fake response 😭 user11 bro needs to know 🙏🏻🙏🏻 user7 WELL DAMN ANSWER HIM
nagi seishiro last one window. nice, well played. player 5 sick shots, kay/o. player 3 nice one! player 2 nice comms. nagi seishiro our kay/o is really good.
user3 HES PRAISING HER OMG nagilvr theyre lit flirting rn 😍😍😍 user88 he never compliments randoms what is this user90 someone tell kayo to shoot her shot user44 nah but you is actl goated 🙏🏻 user777 lucky that theyre on the same team this time 💀 user5 the crash out last stream was funny icl
player 4 jett, are you and kay/o duo’ed?
user0 me too gng 🤞🏼 trio user09 the chemistry is real tho user4 we been shipping since last stream ❤️‍🩹 user222 okay ignore him ig
player 5 i think they are. player 3 i swear our jett is nagi, i’m going to check his stream right now. player 5 no way. nagi seishiro this guy should just focus on the game, he’s going negative. player 3 nagi, i heard that. i have your stream open. nagi seishiro my bad. player 5 it’s actually nagi? player 3 hell yeah, that’s why we’re being carried so hard man.
user44 “my bad” with ZERO REMORSE 😭😭😭 user33 ah yes your bad stanname i like how she doesnt gaf user7 stanname unbothered queen real??
player 4 kay/o, you’re actually insane. player 2 noo, jett’s the one doing all the killing, i’m just flashing. player 5 you both are an insane pair, i’ll just say that.
user5 shes so humble im crying 😭😭😭 user77 i agree theyre an insane duo user90 you n nagi supremacy 🔥 user3 they should just duo queue fr user88 ok but 10 - 2 in high elo is kinda crazy user44 user88 its bc theyre on the same team user111 user88 its the flash combo i swear look at her assists nagifan theyre LITERALLY the duo
player 3 thank you, nagi. thank you, kay/o for the carry. player 4 match isn’t over yet, bro. last two sewers and main. player 3 my glorious king nagi got it. player 2 i’m gonna molly main and tap spike. nagi seishiro go ahead, i’m watching sewers for you. player 5 gg’s, sick shots. player 3 good game, everyone. do i have the honour of being added? player 4 keep dreaming bro, gg’s everyone. player 2 good game, team.
nagilvr STOP HE REALLY ASKED 😭 user7 bold of him to shoot his shot when hes not you user777 respectfully hes all of us rn 🙏🏻🙏🏻 user9 be honest we’d all ask too user1 bye not him begging for an add user8 he speaks for all of us i fear ✋🏻 user949 bro this duo was crazy user33 the way he had her back bro stanname petition to duo queue??? user11 stanname signed user66 stanname fr user0 i cant w this guy bro hes so funny 😭😭 user9 lowk add me too nagi user55 i wonder if nagi recognises kayo user20 time for the big reveal nagifan HES HOVERING OVER HER NAME
nagi seishiro oh, wait.
user9 OMG??? user777 oh yoo its actually her 🔥 user44 flash of recognition incoming user11 real talk, she carried lowkey
nagi seishiro i see now. it’s the reyna from the other day right? was it… you?
stanname yessirrr nagilvr OH HE KNOWSS HE KNOWS nagifan sir thats indeed ur duo user3 IT ISSSS user20 oh yeah he in too deep 💀 user9 he actually remembered wth 😭 user33 user9 id remember someone who beat my ass in a video game too 🙏🏻 user777 user33 w those goated flashes i cant forget too user44 user777 i wouldnt forget staring at her gaming chair too user222 user44 LMAOOO
nagi seishiro well, that was a really good match. see you guys next stream.
user44 but when is next stream 😔 user0 better be a duo stream user90 no closure??? nagishairstrand when is next stream thooo user222 next stream when ⁉️ user55 when though nagifan hes not going to add her is he?? TRAGIC 💔
nagi seishiro dunno. bye, chat.
user44 bro user777 WDYM DUNNO 💀 user99 ADD HER WTF user7 bye fam nagilvr GOODBYE EVERYONE user90 i stanname add her rn nagi 👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻
stream ended.
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「 add gamer!#reader to your friends list? 」 ❯❯ yes.
friend request sent!
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[🔴 LIVE] you @/yourusername
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「 sei#4ro has sent you a friend request! accept? 」 ❯❯ yes.
friend request accepted!
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「 you are now privately chatting with sei#4ro. 」
sei#4ro yo
you omg hii
sei#4ro were you streaming?
you no i wasnt TT you why?
sei#4ro ur rlly good sei#4ro was wondering if u down to collab or smt :x
you fr? when? im down :DD
sei#4ro whens ur next stream
you in two days prolly
sei#4ro cool sei#4ro hv insta? and ur num mayb we can schedule
you suree my insta is @/yourusername and my num is XXX
sei#4ro aight
you okii
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nagiseishiro stream end thx
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user44 mf you couldve streamed this too user5 duo stream next my brother 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 user777 NAH bro sleep nagilvr never escaping the chronic gamer allegations fr view replies.
user222 ong user66 fr 🔥 user949 hes not gonna stream cus he cant wake up again even tho its his job
nagishairstrand we demand a collab with you asappppppp user202 nagi playing with a girl? who? hes ours view replies.
nagifan oh girl not u again i thought i blocked you stanname sybau 🤍 nagilvr the fandom embarrassment is here nagishairstrand get a life 😋
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taglist. closed! @lovingmayday @blu3-l0v3r @fiestvr @bigclownshoes @mixolya @nevvynev @p1z-d0njud6em3 @fischly @kuromixheartzzz @choco-cvt @ilovewonyo @summmerr0-0 @luvrofthemoon @kyeeeeeeeweeeeeeewi @silentheav @zephyyyrrra @emikikus18
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back to. masterlist. proceed to. part 3.
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lizhaoyu · 1 year ago
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Why so shy? PART 2
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(A/N): Hello, gaymers. I'm back at it again. Sorry for the late update, I've been busy malding in VALORANT lately. Thank you for all of the support in part 1, it means the world to me. Now, some of the things here are referenced to that one casual Iso fic. Huge thanks to whoever wrote that, I'm in love with that fic. I physically gagged and cringed at the part where I made the reader channel their idk to do sum shit I can't do this. Enjoy thirsting, gaymers.)
(I also accept requests, please request about Iso)
(Iso x Shy!GN!Reader)
Part 1
Part 2 (You are here.)
Part 3
Part 4
Nervous.
That's exactly what you were feeling right now.
Not nervous for yourself, but for Iso.
Today marks the day of Iso's first ever mission in the VP. To your advantage, you were assigned as Iso's lead comms.
You were busying yourself with taking breathing exercises in KJ's command room.
Iso was gonna be hearing your voice, following your orders and intel, counting on you to tell him what to do at the right moment and he's probably gonna fall inlo-
A knock on the metal door of the command room broke your trail of thought. It opened, revealing Iso.
"Hey." Iso walked in with a small smile, nodding to you.
You look up from the mission brief that Brimstone gave you and look at Iso. This time, you actually managed to train yourself to try and not stutter in front of Iso. You're not exactly there yet, but you're trying your best.
"Hi, Iso. Ready for your mission?" You offer him a small smile, feeling a little nervous for him and his safety.
"Yeah. I made sure to read the brief at least five times." Iso nods.
"Better safe that sorry." You smile, typing in the last command needed to start the mission.
"Right, uh... I just wanted to say that I wish you a very good luck on your first mission." You try to smile despite your nervousness.
"Thank you, but... I don't understand why I have to do this mission alone." Iso sighs, shaking his head.
"Brimstone says that he thinks that you're strong enough to handle it yourself, but I think he just doesn't want to admit that everyone is busy with everything else, so they can't go with you." You stifle a laugh.
"But I agree with Brimstone, whether or not he thinks you're strong enough. Your abilities are really powerful and you handle yourself pretty well. I think you got this." You smile at him, trying your best to hide your blush.
"Thanks a lot for your encouragements, it helps a lot." Iso smiles.
"And our training sessions, too. They're really helping me improve." Iso adds.
That alone was enough to make your heart race faster than normal.
"A-Anyway, I'll be the lead, and only, comms for today's mission. If you have any questions, calling for backup, or need help locating the target, I can help." You explain, turning to the table behind you.
You carefully took an earpiece from the table, turning to Iso and offering it to him. He follows your gentleness, taking the earpiece with careful hands.
In the process, his fingers brushed against yours. It was enough to give you butterflies on your stomach.
"This is what we use to communicate to each other from great distances. You can talk to me or hear me through it." You explain, snapping out of your thoughts.
"We have two trackers on you. One on your phone that we requested you to add, and one on your earpiece. Although you can turn off your location trackers, I advise you not to, just in case." You smile at him, hoping he'd understand what you were trying to say.
"I got it. Thanks for explaining it to me." Iso nods, taking off his left earbud and replacing it with the earpiece.
You took note of his actions, observing him closely.
"By the way, if I did ask for backup later on..." Iso paused.
"Yeah?" You tilt your head with a smile.
"Since you said that everyone else is busy, will you come?" Iso asks.
IS HE IMPLYING SOMETHING????????? AM I JUST DELUSIONAL OR WHAT, you thought.
"W-Well, yeah. I'm still responsible for you and your safety, according to Brimstone." You nod, pushing the thoughts to the back of your head.
"I'm glad." Iso nods, smiling.
WHAT DOES THAT MEANNNNNNNNNNNN???, you thought.
"Can I only talk to you about anything related to the mission?" Iso asks.
"Not necessarily, as long as you're not in the middle of a gunfight." You shook you head.
"Great. Uh, one last thing." Iso rubs the back of his head.
"After my mission, do you think we can go out for hotpot? My treat." Iso smiles, looking at you.
WHATWHATWHAT OHMYGOD IS THIS REAL FUCKFUCKFUCK, your thoughts raced.
You had to take a moment to process what Iso just asked you. Was this some kind of prank? Maybe Phoenix told him to prank you? Was this just a friendly gesture-
"You okay? You don't have to say yes, or we can get different food. Anything you like will do." Iso smiles.
"I- No! Hotpot is fine... A-Anyway, yeah, we can go out after your mission as long as you come back unscathed." You nod, your face turning visibly red.
"Then, I'm looking forward to it." Iso smiles.
"A-Anyway... The jet should be ready to transport you to the mission site. You can head to the departure wing now." You look back to the screen.
"I'm going, then. Thanks for your help." Iso nods.
You look back at Iso and smiled.
"Good luck on your mission, Iso." You nod as Iso walked out of the room.
You turn back and sat on the chair, all while letting out a shaky sigh. Was it just a friendly gesture or something more?
Suddenly, your thoughts were interrupted by Iso's voice in your earpiece.
"Hey, can you hear me?" Iso asked through the comms.
You snap back to reality and let out a small huff.
"Yeah, loud and clear." You nod to yourself.
"Right, thanks. I'm in the jet right now, heading to the location." Iso says.
"I got it. I'm writing the report for Brimstone right now." You reply, typing out a document.
After a moment of silence, Iso speaks up.
"Hey, when you first arrived in the VP, how was it?" Iso asks.
"Huh? Well... It wasn't really easy." You say, recalling back to your newbie days in the VP.
"I was kind of an outcast and everyone thought I was creepy and stuff." You shrug, still typing.
"Why's that?" Iso asked.
"Well, just like Omen and Fade, I have abilities related to shadows or darkness." You paused.
"I was really quiet and stuff, so some were afraid to even look my way, because I can just merge myself with their shadow without them knowing." You shrug.
"But hey, I managed. Omen became my very first friend. He understood me." You smile.
"Wow... Omen? That's kind of him." You hear Iso hum.
"How about your first mission? How did it go?" Iso asked.
"Back then, I had little to no control of my abilities. I was merging myself to shadows back and forth because I didn't know how to control it." You laugh.
"But I learned how to control it, thanks to Omen. He knew exactly how I felt and why, and he taught my how to control it, even if he can't control his own." You sigh.
"My first mission went really well because Brimstone paired me up with Omen. He was really helpful, teaching me how to defuse the spike." You explain.
"Anyway... How about you? How are you feeling? This is your first mission, after all." You ask.
"I was kind of hesitant when Brimstone first told me." Iso says.
"But when I found out that you're gonna work closely with me, I feel much better." You could almost hear Iso smiling. Wait, was that even possible?
You could feel your heart beating faster and your face turning red. Surely, he didn't mean it that way. Maybe it was just a friend thing?
"I think I can handle this mission." Iso continues.
You quickly shook off the lingering feeling.
"I'm sure you'll do great." You nod.
"By the way, what kind of milk tea do you like? Sorry, that was a random question." Iso chuckles.
"Me? Well, I like heavy oolong milk tea with tapioca pearls." You paused for a moment.
"Jett and Phoenix often made fun of me for being so basic, but I think it's really good." You smile.
"What about you? What do you like?" You ask.
"I actually like the same thing. I get it all the time." Iso replied.
"Whoa, really?" You smile.
"We have a lot of things in common, hey?" Iso says.
"That makes me really happy." Iso added.
It was starting to get hard trying not to think of this as a gesture of interest and not just for friends.
"Oh, we're landing now." Iso says.
"Be careful, Iso. You'll just need to eliminate the Omega Earth Radiants and defuse the spike if planted." You nod.
"You'll come if I ever need help, right?" Iso asked again.
"Yes, I will. Don't worry." You assure him.
"Okay, I'm heading out now." Iso says.
For the past hour, you've been helping Iso locate the enemies and giving him instructions. You watched his location attentively while writing a report, all while talking to Iso.
"Iso, there's one enemy left. Do you think you can defuse the spike until half?" You ask.
"Yeah, I think so. I'll try." Iso replies.
On the other end, you can hear Iso running to the spike. You heard beeping, which means that he was defusing now.
"Don't let your guard down. Don't rush, there's still plenty of time left." You remind him.
"Almost half, come on..." You hear Iso mutter.
A few seconds later you could hear a Vandal being fired, then Iso grunting.
"Iso?!" You stood up from your seat.
"Spike is half... I got shot on the shoulder..." Iso groans.
In the background, you can hear Iso firing his Sheriff, presumably at the assailant.
"Okay, okay... He's down, I can still defuse with my other hand..." Iso coughs, followed by the beeping sound again.
"Iso, listen to me. Just hold on and keep defusing, okay? I'm coming." You connect the comms to your phone, running out of the room.
"Really? You're coming...?" Iso asks, his voice low and pained.
"Yes, I'm on my way. Just a little longer, okay?" You ran to the departure wing, getting on the jet.
"I'll wait for you." Iso grunts.
"Keep talk to me, Iso. I need you to stay awake." You frantically went through the jet's storage for some medical equipment.
"Put some pressure on the wound to prevent excess bleeding. I'm on my way." You say, your voice shaky.
"Will we still go out for hotpot after this?" Iso asks, his voice low.
"Yes, I promise we will when you get better." You promised.
The jet hovered over the mission location. You shout for the pilot to open the door, as it'd take longer if you waited for the jet to land.
The door opens for you and you look out from it. Your eyes scanned the mission area from above, looking for any kind of shadow you can merge with. Once you do, you stepped back to prepare yourself to jump.
"I see a jet in the sky, is that you?" Iso asked, coughing.
"Yeah, it's me. I'll be with you soon." You breathe out shakily.
"What are you planning to do?" Iso asked.
But before you can answer, you dashed out of the jet. Your eyes locked onto the shadow of the building, preparing to channel your ability. You closed your eyes, letting your shadow take over.
In seconds, your body turned into a shadow-like orb, heading for the shadow of the building. Your body reached it immediately, merging with it. Once you did, you jumped away from it and ran to Iso.
"Iso! Hey, I'm here." You pant heavily, kneeling beside Iso.
"Hey..." Iso grunts, sitting up slowly. Beside Iso was the defused spike.
"Don't move, stay still. I'll do my best to help you, okay?" You mumble shakily.
How will you even do this? You weren't a healer, you weren't even trained for this. You look at Iso's pain expression and you knew you had to do something, anything.
You could make use of your abilities, the shadows. You remember what Omen told you, about how if you channel enough energy to your shadow, you could make it do what you desired. If you could do it, you could use them to absorb the wound, the pain and the bullet and save Iso.
Could that even work? Were you crazy? But you knew you had to try.
"Iso, listen to me." You hold his bloody hand shakily.
"This'll hurt a bit, okay? Do you trust me?" You squeeze his hand gently.
"I trust you." Iso nods.
"Stay with me." You mumble, letting go of his hand.
You place your hand over his wound and your other hand on your shadow. You close your eyes, channeling your shadow to your hand. You press your hand firmly on Iso's shoulder, your shadow entering his open wound, earning a pained hiss from Iso.
You focused your mind into commanding your shadow to absorb whatever it would have to absorb in order to heal Iso. You didn't know what you were doing, you were going crazy.
You let a few minutes pass, with your palm pressed on Iso's wound. You didn't know if what you did worked, but you were growing lightheaded.
pleaseworkpleaseworkpleaseworkpleasework, you chanted in your mind.
Once you feel your shadow disappear from your hand, you opened your eyes, slowly removing your hand from Iso's wound.
It was gone.
The would was no longer there, just the skin of Iso's shoulder through the hole of his hoodie. All that was left was Iso's blood.
"It... It worked..." You let out a shaky sigh, still not believing in what you did.
"What?" You hear Iso ask as he looks at his now-gone wound.
"It's gone? How did you..." Iso looked back at you.
"I don't know, I..." You mumble, looking at your shaking hands.
"No, I... It doesn't matter right now. Let's go back to HQ." You shook your head, shakily standing up.
"Can you stand? Do you need me to support you?" You offer your hand for him to take.
"I think I can." Iso nods, using his other hand to take your hand as you pulled him up.
"How did you do that? You never told me you could do that." Iso asked, looking at you in awe.
"I didn't even know that I could do that." You shook your head.
"Let's go back to the extraction point. I'll definitely need to write a detailed report about this..." You mumble, walking with Iso.
You and Iso walked for a few minutes, before finally arriving to the extraction point. You both got on the jet as it took off.
You plop down on the seat, still feeling a little lightheaded.
"Are you okay?" Iso asked, sitting beside you.
"I should be asking you that. How are you feeling? No more pain?" You sigh.
"I feel fine. It doesn't hurt anymore." Iso shook his head.
"Hey, thank you." Iso says.
It was enough to catch your attention, so you look at him.
"You came to save me, and I'm really thankful for that." Iso smiles.
"We can't have you dying on your first mission, Iso." You smile.
"But you hurried here, you tried your best to use your ability and ended up learning that you can actually heal me." Iso shook his head.
"Can I be honest with you?" You ask.
"I came to you despite knowing that I couldn't help at all." You admit.
"I had no medical experience and I wasn't anywhere near Sage's level." You sigh.
"But I still came to you. It was... an urge." You mumble.
"But now, I'm glad I came, after all. I learned a lot." You smile.
"I'm glad you came." Iso smiles.
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After that, Iso was sent to the medic wing, where Sage checked Iso's health.
Brimstone informed you of this, so you went to check up on him for your hotpot with him later.
As you were about to slide the door open and walk in, you heard Iso talking with Sage.
"I'm glad you're okay, Iso." Sage says.
"Thanks a lot, Sage." Iso replied.
"Hey, do you think we can go out for milk tea later today?............" That was all you heard before your ears blocked out every other noise.
And here you thought that you were making progress. You really thought that Iso liked you back? Of course it was Sage.
You thought back to his interactions, how he'd look at her, how he'd call her his senior. But you were dumb and ignored all of it.
Now, here you were.
You had hoped for something when he talked to you earlier today when he asked to go out for hotpot with you and only you.
Maybe it really was just a friendly gesture.
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whatdoseitmeantobehuman · 3 months ago
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Harbor x female reader one-shot
"Special delivery!" Your voice echoes through the Valorant compound's common area as you navigate the security checkpoint . The guards barely glance at your credentials anymore – you're as much a fixture here as the training dummies.
"Please tell me those are my muffins," Jett materializes beside you, practically vibrating with excitement.
You laugh, carefully setting down your loaded delivery cart. "Yes, your hotteok-inspired muffins are here. And before anyone else shows up—" you start pulling out labeled boxes "—Raze's pão de queijo, Sova's black bread, and... where did I put Cypher's baklava?"
"Looking for this?" Varun's deep voice makes you turn. He's holding up the box in question, a knowing smile on his face. "I intercepted it at the front gate. Had to make sure it was... secure."
"The only thing that needs securing is your sweet tooth," you tease, noting the telltale crumbs on his vest. "That was meant for Cypher."
"I'll make it up to him." Varun moves closer, ostensibly to help unload your cart, but his hand lingers on yours longer than necessary. "Though I'm still waiting for my cardamom cookies."
"Second delivery of the day, remember? These are just breakfast essentials."
"BREAKFAST!" Gekko bursts into the room, Phoenix hot on his heels. "Yo, did you bring those chocolate croissants? The ones from yesterday were insane!" You start distributing boxes, watching fondly as the agents gather around like eager kids. It's hard to believe these are the same people you see on the news, fighting world-threatening dangers. Right now, they're just people excited about fresh-baked goods.
"Sage, your green tea bread is in the blue box," you call out, spotting the healer trying to peek around Fade. "And yes, I remembered the extra sesame seeds."
"You spoil us," Sage says warmly, collecting her box.
"That's literally my job," you remind her, but you're smiling. Over the past year, these deliveries have become more than just business. Each recipe is carefully tailored to bring a taste of home to these agents who give up so much to protect others. Varun appears at your elbow again, helping you restack empty boxes. "You know," he says quietly, "you could just leave everything in the kitchen."
"And miss all this?" You gesture to where Gekko is dramatically declaring his love for your pastries while Fade rolls her eyes. "Besides, how else would I get to see you?"
His expression softens. "Dinner tonight? That little place by your bakery?"
"Can't. Got a massive wedding cake order to finish." You reach up to straighten his collar, a habit you've developed over months of stolen moments between deliveries. "But I might have some extra cardamom cookies that need taste-testing around nine."
"Nine it is."
The next morning starts like any other – up at 4 AM, ovens warming, dough rising. You're humming as you shape Brimstone's favorite sourdough when the first window breaks.
The smoke comes next.
"She's not answering." Varun's voice is tight as he stares at his phone. The pre-dawn sky is tinted orange with flames, reflecting off the water gathering unconsciously around his feet.
"Harbor," Brimstone warns, using his code name in the field. "We do this by the book."
But Varun's already moving, water surging around him as he pushes through the police line. He finds you outside your burning bakery, soot-stained and shaking, clutching a charred recipe book to your chest.
"Varun," you choke out, and he pulls you into his arms, not caring about the ash or the witnesses or protocol.
"I've got you," he murmurs into your hair. "I've got you."
"Brimstone, sir." Varun's voice is uncharacteristically formal as he stands in the commander's office. "A moment?" Brimstone looks up from his tactical display, noting the unusual tension in his controller's stance. "What's on your mind, Harbor?"
"It's about the baker – about her." Varun runs a hand through his hair, leaving it slightly disheveled. "She's lost everything. Her home was above the bakery, her business..."
"I'm aware of the situation."
"She needs somewhere safe. Somewhere protected." Varun straightens his shoulders. "I'm requesting permission to bring her into the compound." Brimstone's eyebrows rise. "That's not a small ask. This is a military facility, not a refugee center."
"She's already cleared for daily access. Has been for over a year." Varun steps forward, placing both hands on Brimstone's desk. "Sir, she's been targeted because of her connection to us. We owe her this."
"We owe a lot of people, Harbor."
"Then let me rephrase." Varun's voice drops lower, more serious than Brimstone has ever heard it. "I'm not leaving her vulnerable. If the compound isn't an option, I'll find somewhere else, but I'll be going with her." Brimstone studies him for a long moment, then sighs. "You're really ready to walk away from Valorant? For a baker?"
"For her? Yes."
Another long pause, then Brimstone's face cracks into a slight smile. "Well, damn, son. Why didn't you lead with that?" He taps something into his display. "I'll have quarters arranged. But Harbor?"
"Sir?"
"She's your responsibility. And if this compromises any missions..."
"It won't," Varun promises, relief flooding his features. "Thank you, sir."
"Don't thank me yet. Wait until you see how the others react to having their favorite baker under the same roof."
Three weeks later, the Valorant compound's kitchen has become your new domain. It's different – sterile and industrial where your bakery was cozy and worn – but you're adapting. The agents help in their own ways: Killjoy upgraded all the ovens, Sage brings you herbs from her garden, and Varun... well, Varun barely leaves your side.
"That's the fourth time you've checked the security feeds," you note, catching him glancing at his tablet again. "Can't be too careful," he mutters. "We still don't know who targeted you."
You set down your rolling pin, wiping flour on your apron. "Varun." "The timing's too convenient. Right after you signed the expanded contract with Valorant—" "Varun." "—and there have been other incidents with our suppliers—"
"VARUN!"
He stops, finally looking at you properly. There's flour in your hair and worry in his eyes, and suddenly you can't stand the distance between you. You cross the kitchen to take his face in your hands. "I'm okay," you tell him firmly. "I'm here, I'm safe, and I'm not going anywhere."
"But your bakery—"
"Was just a building." Your thumb traces his cheekbone, leaving a faint white streak. "Everything that matters – my recipes, my skills, the people I care about – that's all still here. Including this very handsome, very overprotective man who's about to miss out on fresh cardamom cookies if he doesn't stop brooding."
That gets a small smile. "You're making them now?" "Was going to, but someone keeps distracting me with security concerns." "I do not brood," he protests, but his arms slide around your waist. "You absolutely do. Now, are you going to help me bake, or—"
"YO!" Gekko's voice echoes from the doorway. "Is that cardamom I smell? Hook me up!" Varun's grip tightens slightly. "We're closed." "But—" "Closed," Varun repeats, a hint of his controller authority creeping in.
You hide your smile in his chest as Gekko retreats, grumbling about favoritism. "You know they're just going to try stealing them later."
"Let them try." Water ripples briefly around his feet. "These ones are just for us." You reach up to kiss him softly, tasting traces of the cardamom cookie he definitely snuck earlier. "My possessive water bender."
"Your what now?"
"Never mind." You pat his chest, leaving a flour handprint. "Help me with these cookies, and I might make those masala chai scones you love."
Varun knows something is wrong the moment he enters the common area. There's a suspicious lack of agents, for one thing. And there's a familiar sweet-spicy scent in the air that should definitely not be there, because those treats were supposed to be in his quarters, specially made just for him.
He rounds the corner to find Phoenix and Gekko sprawled on the couch, crumbs everywhere, and a very familiar box between them. On the floor lies a discarded note with a cute angry face drawn on it and the words "VARUN'S ONLY" in your handwriting.
"Those," he says, his voice dangerously calm as water begins to pool around his feet, "were mine."
Phoenix freezes mid-bite. "Uh... mate... we can explain..."
"Yoru dared us!" Gekko blurts out, already backing away.
"Wrong answer." The water rises.
Phoenix grabs Gekko's arm. "Run!" Varun's shout echoes through the compound: "GET BACK HERE WITH MY MASALA TREATS!"
You're in the middle of kneading dough when a soaking wet Phoenix and Gekko burst into the kitchen, followed by a very smug-looking Varun.
"Really?" you ask, trying not to laugh at their drenched appearance. "They stole my special box," Varun says, attempting to look dignified despite the satisfaction radiating from him.
"So you turned the common room into a swimming pool?" "They deserved it." He walks over to kiss your flour-dusted cheek. "Those were my treats. You even put a note."
"I'll make you more," you promise, patting his chest. "Though maybe next time I'll label them 'Property of Harbor' with a skull and crossbones."
"That won't stop us!" Gekko declares, then immediately ducks behind Phoenix when Varun turns to glare at him. "Out," Varun commands, pointing to the door. "Both of you. And if I catch you near my treats again..."
They scramble away, leaving puddles in their wake. You turn to face Varun, trying to maintain a stern expression. "You're going to have to mop that up, you know."
He pulls you close, not caring about the flour that transfers to his clothes. "Worth it. Though I am still short one box of special treats."
"Poor baby," you tease, reaching up to smooth his furrowed brow. "How about I make you a fresh batch? With extra cardamom this time?"
His face lights up, then immediately tries to school itself into something more dignified. "If you insist."
You laugh, stretching up to kiss him. "Just try not to flood the compound when Yoru inevitably puts them up to stealing these ones too."
"No promises," he murmurs against your lips, and you can feel his smile. "A man has to defend his territory."
"Your territory being... baked goods?"
"My territory being anything you make specially for me." His arms tighten around you. "I don't share well."
"I've noticed." You pull back just enough to look at him properly. "Now, are you going to help me clean up this flour, or are you too busy plotting revenge against treat thieves?"
"Can't I do both?"
The sound of your laughter mixing with his deep chuckle echoes through the kitchen, and you think that maybe, just maybe, losing your bakery led you exactly where you were meant to be – even if you do have to deal with treat-stealing agents and an overprotective water-wielding boyfriend who turns the compound into a splash park at the slightest provocation.
You wouldn't have it any other way.
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ja3mln · 2 years ago
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streamers!dreamies as your bf
special 1k!
cw: female reader, pure fluff.
note: thank you so much for your support 💓💗 i'll do my best to keep giving you content!! i love you guys! stay safe 💓
check my streamer!jaemin sns au!
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at first he didn't really want to introduce you bc he was scared of the hate you'll get but his viewers immediately accepted you and now he loves streaming with you. loves playing chill games like animal crossing or the sims 4 but also loves games where you need to play in team like fortnite or overwatch (you both keep dying trying to save each other but you dont care). obsessed with doing reacts and mostly with you (bc he gets to hold your hand and see you all excited hehe) doesn't really like showing affection on streams but does it behind the camera like putting his hand on your tight or holding your hand and playing with it when he's just chatting or reacting. his chat always asks abt you when you're not here and he gets pouty bc you're getting more attention than him from his own viewers. gets all happy when he sees you in the chat bc he loves when you take time to watch his streams. talks abt you a lot without even realizing it. "oh y/n have the same shirt", "wait this place looks so cool i wanna go with y/n" (he literally write down the name of the place to show you later), "this game is so cool i have to try it with y/n" (he calls you immediately to ask you to come over). "hold on i got a text from y/n" and the chat always trases him abt it: "we get it you're in love!!🙄" "stop pausing the video to talk abt y/n we're trying to watch😡".
renjun
don't really care abt haters and you do too so he didn't really have a problem introducing you asap. can't focus at first bc he can't get used to you sharing his passion, it really warms his heart. loves when the chat compliment you and he gets all clingy and smiley when they did bc he's just so proud to have you. more a switch player like mario or zelda games but when he starts playing more raging games like valorant or call of duty, he takes it really serious and play for his life and it surprises you everytime. watches animes or cartoons with you on stream bc you both love it and his viewers does too. loves doing diy with you bc it's so relaxing. loves doing vlog streams when you're going to the grocery or to the park bc he gets to film you both holding hands and being all lovey dovey. will give you small kisses everywhere on the face but the lips bc he wants to keep some intimacy. tweets about you a lot: "hi everyone i love my gf", "can't stream today i wanna cuddle y/n all day sorry guys". bought spare headphones and a controller for you so you can always join him whenever you want.
jeno
oh this man loves showing you off. he will not hesitate to show everyone that you're his. lets you sit on his lap while he plays, gives you a kiss when he feels like it or gives you long stares that just makes his chat scream (mostly bc they're jealous of what you both have). this man is obsessed with war games like battlefield or call of duty and gets bored when he plays chill games (but sometimes gets into it bc it's with you). can get really serious and don't want to be bothered when he's focused and you know that so you just watch him play and cheer him up. also loves playing horror games with you bc it's so funny. his viewers are so supportive and also always makes comments on how they're going to steal you from him so he gets clingy and hold you close while teasing them: "oh try me i'll fight for my life if i need to.". always posts pictures of you on instagram and spend minutes talking abt it on stream "y'all saw my new ig post? she's literally the prettiest girl ever i knoow", "should i post another one? ahhh my girl looks so good". always reassure you and shower you with love when you get insecure bc of the few hate comments you get.
haechan
he can literally spend a whole day on live. like this man really needs to touch grass sometimes. but his viewers are so loyal and supportive that they accepted you immediately (ofc there were hate comments but hc banned those ppl lol) and it just made hc so happy bc he loves sharing his passion with you. can someone get this man off league of legend and valorant? like you always try to convince him to play something else and sometimes he does bc it's with you but as soon as he can go back to his games he will. oh and you both loves reacts sooo much and he's mostly known for those reacts bc you both are just so funny. loves small horror games bc he can hold you while he plays bc you're scared and he also likes making fun of your reactions. takes breaks just to call you between games "say hi to the chat baby", "can you come over i miss you". when it comes to showing affection, he gets more and more comfortable with time, starting with small kisses and touchings to sitting on his lap and small neck kisses. you get worried a lot bc of the time he spend on playing games but he always reassure you that he's fine. has 2 days off in the week to spend time with you and rest. even if he spends a lot of time on his pc, he always listen when it gets too much for you and try his best to give you the attention you need.
jaemin
this man is crazy in love with you so he introduced you to his viewers as soon as he could. it got a lot of bad reactions that he didn't expect but he didn't really paid attention bc he's just happy to introduce his baby. obsessed with tycoons mostly cooking one and loves playing it with you. also a lot of Minecraft, he builds houses and tell his viewers that it's your future house with 3 cats and 2 dogs. does reacts sometimes but only when you're with him. loves showing the pictures he took of you (he keeps some of it for himself ofc). he doesn't really like kissing or holding you on live bc he likes keeping this moments between you, when you're alone but he doesn't hesitate to compliment you in front of the chat. "look at my babyyyy", "oh my god why are you so cute", "i can't concentrate you're too pretty", "oh my god you did so good sweetheart" (and he gives you small cheek kisses when he can't resist it) always takes time off to spend it with you and give you the attention you need. like he can cut a stream anytime if you need him (even if it's just to go to the grocery bc you're craving something) and his viewers got used to it.
chenle
talked a lot about you during his streams but didn't really introduced you at first bc he was scared and shy (even if his chat encouraged him a lot) but once he did he didn't regret it bc streaming was even funnier with you. loves playing funny games and mostly sports games (get him off nba2k pls). you mostly watch him play and comment but he tries to involve you as much as he can. loves when the chat compliment you and even gets a bit shy bc he's proud that you're his. not really affective on live but teases you a lot and looks at you with so much love that the chat teases him and he gets all shy everytime. gets complains from the viewers bc he's always teasing you: "leave our baby alone!😡" "you're so cruel omg😔". and he always goes like "it's my love language leave me alone!!". always makes sure you're comfortable with it ofc, he will always asks you when the camera's off if you're okay with the teasing. face times you during streams to ask you random questions "hey what is the name of the new noodles we tried the other day?" "am i bad ta nba2k? my chat is bullying me help". always makes sure he have free time to spend it with you bc he's way more comfortable when you're alone.
jisung
really really shy at first (even now but less). he talked abt you before and his chat always asks him to invite you but he'll get shy and just change the subject. but you appeared on his live by accident one day. "hey jisung did you see my- oh...", "hum... guys this is y/n. my girlfriend." was very surprised by his viewers positive reactions and got more and more comfortable with you being around during his lives. even bought spare headphones for you. he mostly does reacts like tv reality shows or animes bc he loves watching those with you and even more on live. don't play a lot or when he does it's chill games bc he gets stressed easily. he loves playing Minecraft bc it's relaxing and also you love watching him playing it. also loves playing the sims 4 with bc it's a mess. hates when you makes him play horror games (but found himself having a bit of fun) whenever his viewers asks him to play a new game he just goes "nooo i want to play it with y/n" and pout. loves irl streaming when you go to the arcade. small attentions during streams like getting you snacks, making sure you're comfortable or caressing your tight (bc it's behind the camera) when you're getting anxious. has a lot of free time for you bc he doesn't stream a lot (like 3 times a week) but when he does it's long streams.
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masterqwertster · 28 days ago
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Orym in Daggerheart
Little murder man, go!
Ancestry
Halfling
Orym has an obvious one-to-one on Ancestry. With a little sort of Halfling Luck in that Daggerheart Halflings reroll 1s on their Hope die, and a little Bountiful Luck, sort of, in that they grant 1 Hope to everyone in the party at the start of each session.
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Wanderborne
While Zephrah itself is more Ridgeborne or Wildborne, Orym's wanderings since the attack on Zephrah do give him a taste of Wanderborne. And I think the Nomad's Pack feature suits Orym better as being someone prepared than the Lightfoot sneaking of Wildeborne or navigational skills of Ridgeborne.
Though I would concede an argument for Ridgeborne given how Orym hops around and navigates a world much bigger than him.
Class/Subclass
Call of the Brave Warrior -Courage: fail with Fear, gain a Hope -Battle Ritual: Once per long rest, before you do or face something incredibly dangerous, describe preparations/ritual you do, clearing 2 Stress and gaining 2 Hope. Specialization-Rise to the Challenge: Vigilante in the face of danger, use a d20 Hope die when 2 or less HP left with Stalwart Guardian multi-class -Unwavering: permanent +1 to Damage Thresholds -Iron Will: taking physical damage, you can mark an additional Armor Slot to reduce severity Specialization-Unrelenting: permanent +2 to Damage Thresholds -Partners-in-Arms: When an ally in Very Close range takes damage, you can mark Armor to reduce the severity by 1 threshold
So Orym's an interesting one because you could absolutely go full Call of the Brave Warrior with him. His background as a Tempest Blade leans well into the flavor of Warrior and Orym builds quite a bit out of the Bone Domain. Plus the Mastery is the ability to initiate 2 Tag Teams per session and it only costs 2 Hope for someone else to team up with you, which is a good deal.
On the other hand, Stalwart Guardian plays into Orym's hardy defense of his friends and gets him the Valor Domain for some more skills to support that. Despite Orym maybe not playing into the mechanics of Unstoppable as much. Given how he toughs things out anyways, I wouldn't say Unstoppable is entirely unsuited.
And honestly, if you multi-class, you really can go either way for which one to Specialize in, as the Call of the Brave descriptor is a practically perfect match to Orym's bonkers Perception. While the Stalwart Guardian really does play into Orym's Bait and Switch Maneuver.
Domain Cards
Get Back Up (lvl 1, blade)
Given Orym's very Captain America "I can do this all day" approach to things, the name of the card speaks to that, and damage reduction by spending a Stress when it's Severe helps keep Orym in the fight
Deft Maneuvers (lvl 1, bone)
For Orym's maneuverability via the Boots of Springing and Striding as well as his later Misty Step.
I am Your Shield (lvl 1, valor)
Bait and Switch, basically. Except instead of boosting AC it is actually taking the attack. Though you can use all the Armor Slots you'd like to reduce damage when you do this.
Soldier's Bond (lvl 2, blade)
Orym likes to compliment his friends. Might as well both get 3 Hope out of it a day.
Tactician (lvl 3, bone)
Orym helps his friends out, now just a little more. A d20 for Tag Team rolls and the ability to spend a second Hope when Helping to add one of your Experiences to their role.
Brace (lvl 3, bone)
In helping Orym take those hits, use a Stress to mark a second Armor Slot when reducing damage.
Boost (lvl 4, bone)
I do like the few times Orym has tried a Throw Me maneuver, and how he'll bounce off of allies to get higher. This card does that, for a Stress you can bounce off an ally out to Far range to hit with an extra d10 of damage as you stick the landing.
Goad Them On (lvl 4, valor)
Say hello to the new and improved Goading Attack. If you succeed on a Presence roll to taunt a target in Close range, mark a Stress so their next move must be to attack you with disadvantage. So not only can the goaded enemy not attack your allies, it also has poorer odds to hit you.
Know Thy Enemy (lvl 5, bone)
Much like the D&D Know Your Enemy, this is about getting some extra info on observed enemies. Plus, if you succeed on the roll to observe them, you can also mark a Stress to remove a Fear from the GM's pool, making the next bit of combat/trouble a little safer.
Vitality (lvl 5, blade)
In the vein of Orym's Tough feat, it's some extra durability. Gain two of +1 Stress Slot, +1 HP, +2 to Thresholds. Then the card is forever vaulted and not taking up space.
Rapid Riposte (lvl 6, bone)
Much like the Riposte Maneuver Orym has, it's the chance to attack back when the enemy misses (for 1 Stress). And this one auto hits.
Recovery (lvl 6, bone)
As a sort of parallel to Second Wind, this allows you to boost one Short Rest action to a Long Rest Action. And spend a Hope to let an ally do the same.
On the Brink (lvl 9, bone)
Besides the fact that the art looks kind of like Orym, this is a card that lets a character keep pushing while flirting with their limits, which Orym often does towards the end. If you've got 2 or less HP left, Minor damage doesn't happen.
Swift Step (lvl 10, bone)
Considering I've gotten Orym some options to get in the way of attacks on others, I think Stress relief when an attack misses him (or Hope gain if there's no stress) is very helpful for rounding out Orym. Especially since he's got several options for extra Armor via Stress.
At the End
I think Orym is one where you have options for building him out in Daggerheart while still feeling like you've made Orym. Like I said above, you don't have to multi-class him (though the two Valor cards I picked are essentially his signature moves). And if you do, either Specialization fits. And there were a handful of other cards that could have fit in his loadout instead. I guess that's what happens when you build a solid basic fighter who's all about protecting and helping his friends.
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